Describes Emily's inner torment and the pressure pulling her under the surface of her happy demeanor. Done in free verse stylings

A poem to show how Emily felt in the fateful days before her suicide. I wanted to show that she did want to be okay, but she could'nt see any other way out.

Chris deals with the aftermath of Emily's death.

Drabble about Chris's life after Emily's death. R&R please :D

A Weeks worth of diaries leading up to Emily's suicide.

This is about when Chris goes to talk to Jorden about who knows what. But really Jorden his here to talk about the information that Emily Gold is pregnant.

We know what happens to Chris after her death, but what happens to Emily? While trying to get to heaven, she finds herself on the brink of a breakdown. One Shot. Slight mix with Neil Simon's Laughter on the 23rd Floor but not needed to read to understand.

this is a little something from the truth

He remembers her in all her incarnations- five years old and his best friend, eleven and still a tomboy, thirteen, suddenly blossoming... Sixteen, and his lover, his soul mate, his forever... And then there is a shot.

What if Chris got Emily to spill on why she was so depressed. What if she didn't kill herself.

Emily's half of a conversation she had with Chris on the night of her death.

Chris has a new life, in a new town, away from his past. But what will happen to his life when a miniature sized blast from the past turns up, in the form of his best swimmer?

A hidden moment after the book ended of Melanie and Gus. One Shot.

What if Emily wasn't the one who died? EC in death, this is not in FRENCH the title is... Please read!

March 2009: Chris ponders his past a day before his wedding.

Emily paints her Self Portrait.

Song Fic...What is Chris had been allowed to attend Emily's funeral and make a speech?