God I knew I shouldn't have read this. I didn't wat to... I already knew it would be depressing. But I went ahead and read it anyway cause, well, I have no self restraint. And I loved it even if I feel like jumping off a cliff now *sigh* Or better yet, punch Bridger in his face. Or turn back time and get them to redo the third season...

You're really a great author!

*sigh* That was very well written, it sounds like him and his thoughts. I like the "Et tu?" part, very angsty. :-)

Hm, you didn't think that I would bypass your other work, now did you?

Again, another excellent job. You so eloquently convey your theme, how could I not fall in love?

Powerful, wonderfully written. Ouch. Good job.

What's that Shaolin quote, again? Oh yes. "The trick is in not minding the pain."

Oh that was GREAT. Excellent fantastic. Lucas's forced militarisation always annoyed me. I didnt see Good Soldiers.. Did Bridger actually say that!? Oh my God... whatever, hey..

Oh well written and full of emotion, well done. I never liked season 3. I personal blame Bridgers complete personality change on the writers trying to make people like Hudson and stop whining that Bridger was better I just destroyed the show though.
Bee

Another good story, but another sad story too. I always wonder what Bridger was thinking in season three (on those rare occassions when I'm not trying to forget that season three ever happened I mean)

I wonder if there was some weird and wonderful explaination which we were never told about, or maybe even a logical reason why he changed so much.

Anyway, I'll stop babbling now - I enjoyed your fic, and hope to read more of your stories soon.

Cadi.

oh this is so sad and so good.
you're are a great writer. i loved both stories, full circle and like a soldier.

i think it was great to know what lucas thought.
the part about breaking inside was great.
but i think the best santence of your story was: "everytime i walk on the bridge i violate my personal ethics"
i liked this sentence so much because i always thought so about lucas in the 3 season. i always thought, "hey boy look a you, look at what you are doing. this isn't the real lucas."
i always believed he only stayed on the seaquest because there was no other way for him. the seaquest was his only real home and so he did, what he had to do. he became a soldier.

i never really liked the episode where brider come back and lucas and he were on diffrent sides. they were both so strange. they were not like the persons in the first and second season i always loved. they were sudenly like people who couldn't talk with the other any more.
that was so sad.

i hope you write more seaquest stories, because you are really good. everytime i read a story from you i'm sad. you're storys touch me inside my heart.
keep writing.

oh man...this is great! wow!! hehe i'm gonna read it again! and save it to my fav's...so i can read it again etc...please write more!

Everything past the first season gave me the creeps, lol, but the third bothered me too.

Only less than the second season...

Oh my gosh... this is so well written... "There’s an ironic thought. Hudson knows me better than the man I loved like a father. " ouch that line is soo close to the truth that it hurts.
"Makes “I expect you to act like a soldier” all the more diabolical, doesn’t it? Twist the knife, Captain. Et tu?" You know I still cant believe that nathan just left like that.. sigh... I always thought that he understood lucas better than anyone else.. not well enough i guess...
"Nah, I don’t think he gives me that much thought anymore. " Oh its so sad to see how their relationship has deteriorated .. :(
"when Bridger walked away, I was instantly transported back to being five years old, playing in the park by myself, trying to pretend that it didn’t matter anymore that I was all alone, when all the other children had their parents." That line just hits you and ouch... :(
This is sucha good fic... it makes you think twice about everything