oh. XD
i really tried finishing the chapter, but the thought of:
spike committing suicide; spike crawling into fetal position; and spike working as an errand boy is just too OOC for me. XP

you're an awesome writer tho.

((this story has been completed for a long while, but i just felt i had to leave a review at least. lol.))

peace!

Wow, OK. I think I need to read this story one more time before I can properly take in all the emotions, feelings, twists, turns and pure ingenuity of this story. I love this story. It moved at just the right pace, and the development of Spike's feelings seemed balanced and not contrived at all. I must say, it felt very refreshing to see a longer Cowboy Bebop story written from Spike's perspective. And you do it so well! The inner conflicts between his emotions and his obligations are very powerful. And having him see Julia is a very nice touch, as I think it works very much as a parallel to his relationship with Faye. I like how, in the end, he realizes that Faye has not taken Julia's place, but has instead provided him with something more real, a relationship based on hope, and faith.:)

"When he fell in love with Faye, in the very back of his mind a voice said, “If she loves me, I can live. I can live. I can live...” He wanted to live, and he hated himself for it."

Yeah, that made me cry.:) Anyway, that was a long, rambling comment, I hope you at least get the gist of how much I love your story. Thanks SO MUCH for writing this, you're my hero!

im not sure how to review this but this written peiece is probably the most well done cowboy bebop fan fiction ive read yet and i dont think that'll change anytime soon. all the characters are beyond in character. the story doesnt gloss over any problems. it isnt overly sappy nor angsty or whatever. its spot on. a intriguing and fast paced plot that always keeps me interesting. i hope you keep on writing seriously! this fanfic world doesnt have enough authors like you. haha alright im done with the sucking up but its true.

wow. that's all i can say. wow.

Wo. You are o.o So freakin ' COOL!

Aie!!

o.o No Spike! This is not a time to pass out!

You are the..o.o Coolest personage eva!

I, Absolutely love. THE ENDING of this chapter! And here I thought he actually loved her, Well. I was confused on that matter but it seemed so. When teh hell did Faye become so wise?

Wow. You really..have calculated and made this up. I love it.

Oh and the plot thickens..You have me trembling and thinking about the story when I'm away from teh computer.

I'm liking the way this story unfolds..Takes a great mind to sit and think of all of teh emotion one would feel then potray the obsession. I actually love Alyssa! Bye Bye 'Till next time

Holy Shiiznits O.o

It doesn't have to get good. It is already good

Makes you wonder about those two, If they were to get married what would happen to Jet. Btw where is Ed and Ein?