'a pile of wasted time.'

love that line!

i don't read a lot of sara/grissom, but this was really good!

O_O That was skull-poundingly amazing. Talk about a Sidle Rant!

Great job!

IGC t DM

beautiful...

is all i can say

I think this is a perfect explanation of what they feel for each other. Great job! :) :) :)

Hell, I'd want to know why I would stick if someone made me feel all of those things. Then again, if it was William Peterson...

I...WOW. Amazing writing. I think this is my favorite of your stories. Tons of wow.

Absolutely amazing, beautiful and disturbing all in one go. Just brilliant. I'm speechless.

Oh that was a powerful story. You are an amazing writer! WOW!

Um, well, I don't know what to say. Not like anything else I've read on this site. I DEFINITELY THINK YOU SHOULD CHANGE THE RATING!

Very angsty! I like it! Props and high 5!

oh my goodness. i don't know what you were on when you were composing this but it is beautiful and i can't help but think that maybe if they were really real and we were watching it for real is that how she would really about him

Wow. I was getting a little annoyed with all the Christmas cheer and kissing under the mistletoe and you just saved me. So true. So fucking true.

Wow... This goes down in the "frighteningly accurate" psychoanalysis category. Or maybe "sad but true"? Loved every word... Dead on characterization for Sara, and explains why she sticks around. I do hope that someday he does tell her why!

Wow! Very Angsty! But very good! I'm sure there are times when she wonders about all her "unanswered why's" in the roller coaster of their relationship. Or should I say un-relationship? No, it's a relationship, even if it's not conventional. Great story!

This is just...exquisite. Probably the best exploration of Sara's feelings that I've ever read. Even reading it for the second time I was almost moved to tears (I say almost because 150 mg of Zoloft a day pretty much ensures that someone close to me has to drop dead for me to cry...).

Thanks for sharing this with the world-it's truly beautiful.