I just read this fic and some other of your and got to say the all moved me, sometime even to tears, they are wonderful, the pain that come from them is so vivid and the images so bittersweet that it had me wondering why I haven't read it before, thank you so much, I see this is a quite old fic, nevertheless I had to try to reach and let you know how beautiful your fics are to me, as well as the fantastic writer you are, regardless of the grammar xD, but I'm sure you already know that..anyways Take care, and I hope your doing fine or better ha!

Aww this story was awesome I'm so happy Haruka didn't die >_<
but its surprising that not many people reviewed O_o

I finished reading this too. Wow this story was a killer,a very intense one, when everything was almost fine you had to write something bad again, but I am glad everything ended alright. I will try to read the rest of your stories (except those in german). So which story you recommend for me to read next?

*sob* I finally read the last one ;_; I have read them all (well not the ones in German of course LOL)! So of course it made me cry… like all of them LOL. But I wanted to say a few things about this story and then I will tell you which of your stories are my favorites LOL.

When I was reading about Ruka being on the beach with her family the first time, when she was in the coma, there was a song that kept going through my head… over and over and over again. It is kind of an older song and it always makes me cry because it is about heaven and loosing someone. We played this particular song at my youngest brothers funeral (the brother I told you about when I read, and reviewed “Fly, my little one”) anyhow the song is really sad but it goes with your story REALLY REALLY well. The song was written for the singer’s child who died at a very young age but it is not really gender or age specific and it refers to heaven a lot, I guess I just heard it in my head when Michi was talking to Ruka and it just fit! So I kept reading, I don’t really read the chapter names till I get to them so I was really surprised (and started crying) when I got to Tears in Heaven! That is the name of the song I had been hearing in my head the whole time I was reading the story! I started to freak out because I was worried that you were going to have Ruka or the baby die! Anyhow like I said the song is called Tears in Heaven and it is by Eric Clapton and it is a really wonderful (and sad) song that fits this story wonderfully! Here is the YouTube link so you can see and hear it:


/watch?v=VRsJlAJvOSM


I also wanted to comment about the fact that Michi was put under for her cesarean section… I don’t know how they do it in Germany (or if you just did it for effect) but I know that here in the USA they always let the mother stay awake, they give her an epidural or a spinal tap but that only numbs her from the waist down… I don’t know I just thought I would let you know that that’s how they do it here.


Ok so as I said I have read all of your stories now and I wanted to tell you which ones are my all time favorite! So here we go… in no particular order my favorites are:

·“For Peace and friendship and Love”
·“Heaven’s Starlight”
·“Home”
·“Love is a drug”

Now I didn’t put those in any real order I just started from the bottom of your page and went up while typing my favorites LOL.


I would like to thank you from the bottom of my heart for sharing your wonderful imagination and writing abilities with all of us readers! I really love your writing and will continue to read whatever you post (as long as its not in German LOL). Please PLEASE write another story soon! I love all of your stuff… Thank you!

I WAS VERY DEPRESSED UPON READING THIS STORY! I LOVED YOUR OTHER ONES, IN FACT "NO CHILD OF MINE" "PLUS DE COMPASSION" AND "WANTED CHILD" ARE SOME OF MY FAVORITE STORIES. DESPITE MY COMPLAINTS YOUR STORY WAS VERY WELL WRITTEN AND YOUR ENGLISH IS BETTER THAN MINE AND I'VE LIVED HERE MY WHOLE LIFE.
FAITH E CASSIDINE

Glad to see that there was no sad ending. Phew. Touching story. Those chapters were so long, I thought I'd never finish this story but I kept reading because it was so good. I must admit, the parts with all the drama and angst were the best which is weird because I don't really like angsty stories. I usually try not too read them though they turn out to be quite touching.

Well great story.

"Say a word!"? That sounds so ridiculous. For future referrence, I think you mean 'say something'. And haunt is what ghosts do. I think you mean hunt when you said something about Rei haunting (hunting) Usagi in a clothes store

Wa!! I dont'd want Ruka to die!

When is Michiru going to find out? When its too late? And Haruka tsk tsk tsk. She is making it way harder for herself.

You keep saying 'don't let other suffer'. At first I thought it was just I typo but you keep using it. It would be 'don't let others suffer' (note the S at the end of others - not other) It doesn't make sense how you keep using it. Just pointing it out.

Is it me, or is this getting really depressing? I mean really, really depressing. Both Michiru and Haruka are hot messes. Michiru is like lost without Haruka, so hurt and Haru is scared and doesn't know how to deal with her illness. I can understand her though. If I knew (or even thought there was a good chance) that I was gonna die, I'd spend the rest of my days crying. LOL. Actually I don't know how I'd deal but I know I'd be really scared.

There is so much drama in this one chapter. So much emotion. I like.

Poor Haruka. I think those pains are probably that illness her mom had. Am I right or am I wrong? Or is it just her you know what? Well I guess I'll find out. Though I don't think they'll (the pains) be that bad if it was just from her period. But being a girl is definately a curse sometimes (boys are so lucky they don't have to go through the grief girls do). Luckily, I happen to be lucky that I don't get any cramps or mood swings (Lord bless you!!...TMI?)

Accept Kei the way he is? What's wrong with Kei. O well, I guess I'll find that out later too.

So I was right! It wasn't her period. I knew something was up. I'm such a genius LOL. (Gee..Big myself up much? LOL)

I'm scared for Haruka. I don't really mind hospitals as long as I don't need anything serious. I remember I thought I had cancer (don't ask me why I just thought I had it) and I was scared out of my whits, I couldn't go sleep for like minutes (LOL I'm not going to stay up for hours) I didn't go to the doctor but I think I'm okay.

Anywho, getting a bit of topic. chapter was great! So much is unraveling

THIS WAS AN EXCELLENT STORY. I REALLY LOVED IT. EVEN THOUGH IT WAS SAD...THANX!! -bow-

Another fabulous story. Just read it all today - it rocks a lot

-VR

Oh my god I've been litterally screaming at the computer screen for four days now reading this roller coaster of emotions. You made me feel angery, sad, jelouse, desprite, scared, and heart wraming happiness, as well as mind and soul numbing fear. I know this is only a story that was incridebly written with a few humerous flaws here and there *picked the pork up* LOl. But this story by you is a real gem in the rough, I am truely depressed now that there are only 7(now 8) reviewrers for this story. People must have shuned it after reading half way through, or saw the ANGST rating and turned away-(Ashamedly I admit to "Judge a book by it's cover" with this) I'm not partial to Angst Stories but sometimes alittle rain must fall to prove your human, and mostly their one shots. I have to also admit that Breaking Benjamin's "Breath" seemed to fit the bill of how Haruka was feeling in that apartment with the illness, and I would have done the samething in her case if I found out about my family hertitary sickness. You portrayed Haruka splendedly as well as Michiru, but Satsuna to me was off abit. The point about her being sensei of time, know-it-all of time and people yet not knowing of Haruka's illness, really bothered me. But you never mentioned her saying anuthing about the futeur changing and that Haruka was never there in the future time line, but I guess the child wasn't either. The biggest hope that you gave through the story that had me hope on was that Sailor Galxia had not showed up and everything was still refering to the thired season is what had me hold on and keep reading. God I was cring thorugh the whole part of Haruka dying in that damn bed and I almost through the computer at my mom when she interupted my reading of Michiru choosing death and her wings riping out way too soon. The whole scene kept playing in my head alnight as I slept. This I swear should be turned into a animae movie, it's that ** good. I'm probly got to print this whole story out so that it will never be deleted. A REAL shame that more people haven't read this story. I"ll being re-reading and watching for you April Eagle. R/R later humans! Crap I just blew most of the story in this review didn't I? Damn...READ THIS PEOPLE!

wow! at last i finally finish this story!

i always adore and 'worship' your long but made me amused story!

i hope to more works of yours... i hope

take care

why this story have only few reviewers?
such a shame,,beautifully written,
just beautiful and I can't describe it to other words.
Sadness is your theme, no wonder you always use M rating, your stories always full of complicated feelings.
I'm gonna read more and more.

made me cry, made me hope, and grateful for what I already have, therefore, thank you.

tachan