-Sigh- I love this story. It's so well written. Even though you haven't updated it I can't help but re-read this every so often. I love how realistic it is. The real world isn't so simple. Not filled with perfect characters and perfect lives. You show that and I love it. I really hope you continue this story one day. I would love to read the ending.

Age 5, just a little boy shy
Is he ready for the big surprise
He'll be playing lego in a dream
When the shadows come to life

Age 9 and he should've been fine
With a secret he's sure to keep
Two times had to tell a little lie
For the sake of him and me

Now it's over
I need closure

Hey, look what you did to me
When you were taking me home
Getting me stoned
Leave me alone
I waited for mom to comfort me
But when I opened my mouth
Don't say nothing, sh

Age 12 and it isn't going well
Now it's 3 years to the day
Confused, but unlike you
This feeling won't go away

16 and the woman down the street
Has invited him to come inside
The first time, it didn't feel right
It'll be the last time he tries

Hey, look what you did to me
When you were taking me home
Getting me stoned
Leave me alone
I waited for mom to comfort me
But when I opened my mouth
Don't say nothings wrong
I won't say nothings wrong

I won't say, I won't say
I won't say, I won't say
I won't say, I won't say

17, all he's ever seen
Is the living in between the lies
It's kind of funny how a mind
Can keep living in denial

18 is a very strange scene
He's still playing with the past
Expelled, maybe someone could've helped
If someone had known to ask

Hey, look what you did to me
When you were taking me home
Getting me stoned
Leave me alone
I waited for mom to comfort me
But when I opened my mouth
Don't say nothing, sh

19 and he's innocently
Parked right beside a school
He stares at a boy sitting there
And the boy stares at him too
He walks over
He needs closure

Howard's Tale - Sick Puppies

This song and these lyrics remind me of this story.
I don't quite know why.
But I love them both.
:D

This story makes me hate Axel. Really. He's a total douchebag. For quite a while now, he's had absolutely no redeeming factors and Roxas's method of handling it is really just dragging him down too.

Here's to hoping something gets fixed soon?

Anyway, written very well, your description is very engaging and fun to read. That's hard to find nowadays. Looking forward to the next chapter.

this story is so twisted. honestly, i didn't like it at first. you drew me in, though. i started tearing up when axel had the coke bugs and when i react to a story like that -with any sort of outward emotion- it's so obvious how good the story is. i really hope to hear more from this. it's wickedly good.

=) I think I'm in love with this thing. XD Im in love and can't wait to find out Larxene's scheme. ;) Hope Roxas gets over his... Olete issues soon! D:

-DeathStar

i died a little inside when i realised this story hasn't been updated in two years. it's dark and controversial and freaking amazing. i love it.

there's only really one criticism i have to make and it's really tiny. brunet is actually spelled brunette. it was bugging me for a little bit.

thanks for writing this. it really made my day. :)

selandora

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE UPDATE!
I HAD TO GO BACK TO CHAPPIE 12 TO REVIEW!
IM SUREI HAVE REVIEWED MANY MANY TIMES!
I NEED/WANT MORE OF THIS!
I WANT TO SEE WHERE IT IS GOING!1
UPDATE SOON PLEASE!

<3
Iriswriter

So I started reading this and I'm really captivated by it so far. I actually didn't want to read this since you haven't updated in, like, ages and I don't like reading fics that aren't finished and unlikely to ever get there... but I saw that the chapters were pretty long and that you got 14 chaps up and I thought maybe the story would be far enough by chap 14 so I just gave it a try.

And even though it won't be finished (I guess) I'll read this - it's pretty good! Roxas being homophobic is actually a new thing to me, I haven't read about that before, but it's really nice to see this as something new... well not 'nice' in terms of that he's homophobic just that there's something against the clichés and stereotypes of fandom. And whoah do I love this Naminé here! She gave Roxas one hell of a time and that serves Roxas right. She was very great in this, and I love how her and Axel get along so far and how she was slowly warming up to him. Oh and how cute are Selphie and Axel? So lovely. And the mix of humour and darkness flow together perfectly so far.

Starting off with the fic in chap 1, I though Roxas was pretty... uh... harmless, well not innocent but not like he actually is, either. Let's say it surprised me a lot, in a weird but good way. Looking forward to read more of this ♥

I do not like the story, but being the masochist that I am, i read it.
From chapter 6, I started to like it, is the most sad fic that i've ever read.
Roxas stressed me, i'm not sure if he really care

It's kind of weird how i still have faith that this hole thing will came out good.

Okay, so i read this entire story today, and i fell in love with it! and i know its marked as tragedy...but i couldnt help but feel like roxas really shouldnt have put up with axel. Especially towards the end...i mean, axel gets all lovey dovey with him one minute, and the next, he yelling right in front of him that he wants marluxia and drugs...i mean, is he really that sporatically heartless? i donno...

i would really like an update, although since you havent for almost two years now, i doubt it will happen. Good writing skills, i enjoyed it, too bad it wont go finished :'(

kwl story:) really love it:)

God Roxas is cruel. He really is. Axel didn't deserve that, he really didn't.

Still awesome story. Love it and can't wait for an update!

I was never a fan of these pairings or any of the genres of this story
Despite that, I am absolutely hooked on gin & sin
I didn't even picture any of the characters as they are in KDH throughout the story cuz the characterization is simply too great.
The plot is original and realistic that I actually forgot it's a fanfiction.
very very well written, this is a lot better than many books I've read

more please
soon
i miss this story
and i need moe positively soon

:)

I'll come find you and give you a big hug!
haha

more more more more more!

thanks