i liked it really it was deep and really real. reminded me of my little bro and what i would give to make him happy :)

I wish they had been back together in the end.

Hi,
beautifully written, but so sad. Dean was SO close. I so want to see him showing of in front of sams friends. It feel so pointless otherwise, so ... I don't know while reading this I wsa waiting for that moment that they meet and then it never came :(
Greetings Yorushike

Emotionally devastating and exquisitely precise in the very best of ways.

The correct phrase is "summa cum laude" NOT "Suma Cum Latah"

Sammy was never further away than when Dean was in California…

That line kills

Wow. This was exceptional.

I've always wondered how Sam could have totally abandoned Dean like that. I know that he wanted "safe" and "normal" but I still don't understand how he could have just cut himself off from his big brother.

You did a great job trying to tell his side of the story but I still don't know how he justified that abandonment.

love!

SO GOOD

ahhhhhh

I wanted so bad for them to meet up - but now my mind is completely stuck on AGH NO NO NO NO SO CLOSE WHAT WHY

... so congrats, cause if you were going for impact, oh man, did you ever make it.

I really like your take on the characters. And how you brought them together (but not quite), after all the years, was perfect for Spernatural. The Impala /would/ break down right then (because Dean's baby knows he needs to see his brother, heh).

On to the next bit. ]

My gosh this story is just so heart-wrenching, but beautiful nevertheless! I love the angsty Sam and how he wanted to cling to his big brother to fix everything. And Dean, he's just so torn by the person he loved the most. I've read this story over and over and couldn't help to come back to revisit. I'm guilty of never leaving a review, so I'll start with your story. Anyway, great job!

3 awesome story.

Haha I know this fic is old, but I just now stumbled upon it. I think Sam was being incredibly selfish and cruel to Dean in this story. It was hard to feel sympathy towards Sam because the anger I felt towards him was stronger. After all Dean has done for Sam, and Sam just shut him out. Dean didn't deserve that.

Okay, so you made me cry. I feel like a complete sap.

You portrayed Sam beautifully, as a scorned teenager hellbent on blaming everyone around him for the hurt he can't accept responsibility for and as a more mature twenty-two year old realizing that decisions and life aren't always fair.

Your original characters were excellent as well, I was glad you didn't let them see the cracks in Sam's facade and miraculously figure everything out but instead give them actual human responses to both Dean's and Sam's weird behavior.

Off to read the sequel...

OH MY GOD! Ok, so the love I was talking about in my other review? Didn't even come close! lol Definitely one of my favorites, wonderful job!

I kinda wanted to appear in the middle of the story, smack Sam upside the head and then drag him by his ankles down the street, shouting Dean's name lol

And in my opinion you can never go too far with angst :)

Amazing!