Short, but it says Yuki's feelings like a panda bear wearing neon in an Arctic tundra. Sorry for the lame analogy, but it seems fitting in a way. Some weird, twisted way...
Ah a TRC Touya x Yukito fic - cheers to you! I rarely see those. The fic is short, but I think it conveys Yuki's angst quite well. (I think you have a typo for "her" which should be "he")