Fabulous! Good job for a first go, and I really enjoyed the last few lines.

I can sympathize with Carson. The nagging doubts of "could I have done something differently?" or "that decision was wrong" are worse than losing someone to a fatal injury. Nice look into Beckett's head.

Very nice - the side of Carson we never really get to see.

An interesting take on Carson, I like it. Not often we get Carson POV on the responsibilities of the CMO - Nice.