Wow, that was awesome (it sounds a lot less dorky if you hear me say that in person... Then again, everyone who writes fanfiction is pretty much a dork anyway so... Not that you're a dork. Yet, you do write fanfition... Alright, I know, "Enough with the ellipses, person with a weird pen name.") Anyway, I've recently bought the earlier seasons of ER and am having a total revival of the old days and your stuff is great. You should think about an ER revival yourself ;). You'd have at least one reader and five thousand hits.

I love the Carter/Benton but also the Mark stuff. Uhhh wasn't that assholeish of Michael Crichton to kill him of so slowly? Poor Mark... Poor dead ER (

I completely loved it! 3 It was long and angsty and with lots of hurt/comfort and even with all the characters I love - Carter, Benton, Luka, Mark and Romano! Amazing work. Just what I really, really needed and wanted to read, you know? It's so awesome to browse through tones of fanfiction just to find that ONE, that exact one I wanted to read, I was looking for - this one.

Thank you. You just made my day/week/month. I'll certainly come back to this fanfiction. You portrayed Carter just the way I'd do it and just the way I see him. I also enjoyed the fact that this was at least one fanfiction without Abby or any other girl in Carter's life - I love the stories about male friendship this is exactly what you provided.

Awesome, awesome, awesome.

Thank you again!

Most excellent story. And John behaving like a cowboy. Reminds me of a certain Texan I know... ;) Heh...

Excellently done. So glad I read this!

-}-@

Krys

I like your story! It is really well written!

And I would tell you more if I could, only, my English isnt that good, so know just that I think its great!

I read all of your ER fics, but I think this one is the best. So long, so much angst and action...

Did you do some research of medicine?

Keep up the good work and write more Carter fics, Im really looking forward to them:-)

wow that is a great story i have read it like 10 times its amazing i love Carter angst and cant wait to read more from you. Thanx for posting your stories.

In this day and age, with thousands of authors on this site it is truly a day to remember when you discover one as talented as yourself.

This story kept me captivated to the very last full stop. It's rare that you find yourself finishing a fanfic and you think to yourself "I wish I could turn back time and read it for the first time all over again."

Thank you for restoring my faith in ER fanfiction.

*Aenea sighs in rapturous delight*

There is nothing the I like more than a quality, well-written, intriguing story, with nice LONG chapters! I'm one of those people who saves the story and reads it offline, and it's stories like this one that really make my day- it's obviously a long story, but I don't have to wade my way through thousands of chapters.

Keep it up!

*gives Kristen9 a HUGE bunch of flowers*

I really shouldn't be on right now and I do know that it is 2003 but I just had to tell you how much I love your story! It's wonderful and so happy-like! I'm so glad that I found this story-it's great.

This is excellent! You have a great, very descriptive, writing style!

o...m...g...that was the BEST er fic i have EVER in my ENTIRE life read...

wonderful, fantastic, beautiful...words can't describe!

Wow. That's all I can say. Amazing plot development, great characterization, action-packed, emotional...this makes your standard ER episode look like the crap it is. The medical storyline was awesome, making this fic that much more believable. I'm VERY impressed, particularly with your sensitive Romano.

This was weird, but very cool . . .

OMG! What an awesome story! Wow. I started reading last night then had to go and lost the story so i spent the whole of today picking this place apart to look for it again - thats how hooked i was! Very Cool little old lady btw :o) Im glad it was such a nice loooong story with lotsa carter whumping. Thanks for writing this! Awesome stuff

WOW! ABSOLUTELY MAGNIFICENT! I CAN'T THINK OF WORDS TO DESCRIBE WHAT A GREAT STORY THIS WAS OR HOW OBVIOUSLY TALENTED YOU ARE! KEEP WRITING-I EAGERLY AWAIT YOUR NEWER STORIES!