Oh god... Wow. I could not believe the emotion of this piece. You got into Scully's mind and ... well, you ... Beautiful. Depressing and beautiful. I cried. I'm crying right now. You are a talented author. ::sniffs:: Great story, I don't normally read X-Files, so feel proud. Magnificent.

Very deep... a very pessimistic view of Scully's character, to be sure, but I agree that she does this to some extent.