aw poor spike!! *tear*

This is so sad, and so painful. I could always accept that Buffy came to Spike so that he could make her feel (something?). I could also accept that Spike loved Buffy so much that he was willing to let her use him to make her feel. But, if this story were true, that Buffy used Spike so that she could pretend she was with Angel, I think I could learn to hate her for using him in that way. Very provacative story, quite good.