 Imagine what if 2007-02-06 . chapter 1Amazing insight into the mind of a woman who so much desires to be loved, and not by just anyone.
"Good lord. Who thinks of their ex-boyfriend like this five years after they've broken up?"
"If I ever miss Ross, I just look at her, and it's like he's partially here. Except Emma is not Ross."
"Well, you know, he could be one day. But how long do I have to wait for "one day", if it ever even comes?"
"I'm no where near being over him, am I? And, you know, now that I think about it . . .it's not like I've been holding on to just a memory for five years. There's always been chances. Sure, we've missed them, but each chance makes it that much harder to let go. But I probably should. Before I know it, I will just be holding onto a memory. Or maybe- Ross has just come over. Gee, Ross, what lovely timing. Can I just go gag myself somewhere? "I just came to check on Emma," he whispers, careful not to wake her. God, he really is just the perfect daddy, isn't he?" - Yeah Ross!
"Before I know it, he's pulling me into one of his patented Ross-hugs that I love so much. I lay my head against his shoulder, letting out a breath I didn't realize I was holding in. I can feel his hand rub my back comfortingly- he knows something's bothering me. He doesn't have to say it, he just does. He kisses me lightly on the side of my head- we've been so affectionate since the pregnancy. I like it. But its not enough."
All I have to say is WELL DONE! You obviously put a lot of work and thought into this one-shot. If only the show could have mirrored real life. BTW your friend was right ... this is very good. |