bitter.. Yet so realistic and far from OOC-ness

sexy but sad...very realistic too. and well written!

I must say, I always love your stories.

They are deep, full of emotion, and all consuming.

I often forget all reality when i read one of your stories and this one is no exception.

I loved it.

I tip my hat to you. I think of you as the ultimate hellsing writer and have been chasing your shadow with every story i write.

Good luck with all you hope to do in the future.

Oh, *yes*. I love this. I'm so glad I found a truly *good* Hellsing writer, who knows how to be *IC*. Honestly, I've looked so long and saw enough to make me cry...but this, this is wonderful, even if it isn't consummated. It's sexy and fantastic. I love it. THANK YOU.

I think my favorite part are the two paragraphs starting with "On some nights she thought of their past," beacuse I'm a sucker for IC fluff like that. Yes, thank you for providing it for me.

Wow. Perfect. There's really not much else I can say, but I think you're spot on with this. Great work!

I always knew masturbation was the answer! Huzzah!

Great story. Loved it to peices...sexy peices!

Keep up the good work.

oh, that was beautiful.. tearful even. please, more.

No wonder you couldn't study with this on your mind. lol.

I too wish it had more chapters. Great piece, loved it.

i can't really say what anyone else hasn't other than..hot damn! this story is amazing, integra is my favourite hellsing character and this scenario is really believeable, i'll never watch it in the same way again.

Perfect! This is a beautiful fic. At first the changing of POV bugged me, but then I realized that it was genius. You stayed extremely true to the characters. Wonderful work

awesome as usual. i love the way you make your stories so amazing it like reading someone diary(3rd person narrated diary). you really do have a passion for writing that many people don't have.i love to read more. lots of luv, L.L.

MN: what in carnation? Stuff duty! self preservation reigns supreme. I wouldn't be able to sit still if I had that fine peice of Vampire within my grasp.

MERLA: I have to agree... Alucard is far too 'cool'.

UNI: you two are a bunch of Hentai.

MN: *smirks* why thank-you for noticing bookworm.

MERLA: *rolls eyes* I blame the bat.*waves hand at MN*

MN: *grins evilly* Ah, yes... I taught you so well.

UNI: *blushes and takes off muttering about 'depraved experiments-gone-wrong'*

MERLA:hm...you may have a hard time converting Uni, MN.

MN: aw, you know I love a challenge.

MERLA: hn. Great story DuchessRaven... and yeah... I know how you feel... try studying Maths with this on your mind... not easy at all.

I liked the constant switch of POVs in this, it gave the oneshot a certain flair. It was refreshing how it flowed really quickly, almost like a poem. And though I strongly suspected smut, this was actually quite nice.

wow, some of the best writing ive seen in a while. love it!