This is really good. It makes me sad that it is only a one-shot. Maybe you could think about adding to it or making a sequal to it?!

I love this.

This sounds very... Unpleasant. I wonder why she felt she was fat...

Are you bulimic? Because you described it really well. The empty feeling is what I love, and it used to be the best feeling in the world. Until I got help. But I still miss it.