absolutely amazing. amazing story. update soon! (:

wow! this is an extremely intense story...but amazing liek all of your others. Glad to see Derek's feelings about the ferry accident being explored...but ready to see things start to look up for Mer/Der:)

I hope he really quits drinking.

love it. i know you havwe only one more chapter left to post. i hope you do sequal. XD love it update soon

:o i hope he gets help!! and let MEr knows his problem about her dying! post soon!1
LAla

I hope Meredith finally gave him the wake-up call he needs to get help. Great update!

have read and enjoyed... anticipating your next update

I wish someone would put him and Meredith in like couples therapy.
Updates soon.

He is going to regret that bottle... Can't wait for the next update and I love this one!

love it. i love how your fics draw people in. please update soon XD

oh my god i'm so glad you updated this i've been wondering what happened to it. i really love this because we know derek SHOULD have been screwed up from it all and shonda ignored it. he needs help i can't wait for more.

Oh, Derek... I really hope he gets himself back on track, but I'm doubtful that it's going to happen any time soon. :(

Thanks for the update!

Very well written. You've really captured Derek and his constant need to protect/save Meredith. Great work!

Cal

Poor Der. This chapter is really a great point of view for him. I enjoyed it. You can really tell how much pain he is in. Great job.

More soonish? Please let things start to be ok with them and no he can't be an alcoholic just let them be ok please...