I'd xpost my review, but that'd be weird and redundant XD So I'll just say, MUCH LOVE :3

Writing is my primary outlet, too ;u; Although I do have a therapist as well now.

...If I could hug you through the internet, I would. I know that sort of feeling... And I know about writing being a form of therapy. As someone who has been diagnosed as a couple different things (And has three very nice doctors) I can say it's good that you have at least one outlet. And it's good that it scares you (even if that sounds weird) because that means you haven't lost yourself. I'm here if you need to talk, and I'll do what I can to help.