Oh my god, I love it. I feel though it would fit better as mello thinking about matt instead of matt thinking about mello. In the end though it was really good. I love the emotional heartwrenching past.

-pats Matt on the back-

:O Oh my GOD! That was just too sad for me to take! ;__; But still good, poor Mello! I feel like crying now, poor Matt! Just poor, poor Matt. I feel so sorry for him ...

beautiful, my dear. you have succeeded in bringing tears to my eyes, and for that i give you kudos. great job.