Wow, this was not only good, but a lot of people can relate to this. I know, when I was in middle school, I would fake a smile around those I cared about, my friends and family. But, after school, I would cut the pain away...with a razor. Through constant writing, though, I saw that writing is a way better outlet when the emotions seem too heavy. Thanks, thanks, THANKS for writing this. I think people will realize that they're not the only ones who can feel bad about depressing stuff. Or something to that effect. Anyway, even if this was short, it pretty much captured raw pain.

By the way, I actually needed a fic like this today, because I was heavily depressed (it happens rarely now though) due to so much negative emotions inside. I realize that the art of writing can do so much, especially in times like these. And I also realized that I don't want to go back to that dark time in my life. Thanks again.
-Mademoiselle

I can understand where you're coming from with this. I'm glad you managed to find something better ^_^

lucky for you...i do think the same with sora...everything gets to much and everyone expects you to be ok...when really your the one needing to be helped up this time. But i choose to ignore that for some reason i care for others more then myself which is...a let down i guess.

I had the same problem a few months ago. I told some of my closes fireind and it actually helped. At the time though I didn't think it would. I still have the scars, and always will. They're fading now though, most of them anyway. I also told my mom, but my mom is a very understanding person, so knowing she wouldn't hate me did me a lot of good. I still get the urge sometimes and on days when it's really hot I can feel the knife bllade arcoss my arm and want to reach for it so bad. I don't though, well I haven't made anymore cuts, instead I just call one of friends and talk to them or eat. That last one isn't so healthy, but it works so eh. I'm gald you over your porblem and I wish you luck in the future.