Interesting! Looking forward the the new chapter.

Oh Dean...And I'm saying 'Dean',because I want Dean to win over John and Gabriel, I really do. My heart hurts for this boy and it's all dark and twisted and thrilling and horrific and SO WELL written and I'm really kinda upset now.I mean, in a good kind of way,if that makes any sense.

I really hope,that this story has a happy ending - I don't mean happy as in Gabriel-gets-back-to-Missy but happy ending as in Dean-and-Sam-are-together-again. I don't think there'll be any 'normal' in this AU soon, because Dean's psyche had to suffer too don't let anybody die or getting back to some Bender-family,okay? *lol*

And that last part with Sam? Totally brought tears into my eyes!I am LONGING for seeing Sam and Dean together in this one,whether Dean's being John or Gabriel, my hear HURTS for Sam (and also for Dean,but I already said that .).

I am really looking forward to the next one was beyond perfect.

*waves*

Kritty

Beautiful chapter - harsh and sad, but compelling. I can't begin to tell you how anxious I am for his families to find him though. Gah - the scenes in the asylum are difficult. Loved the dream sequence especially.

Phoebe

Holy Crap! tough tough topic. And SO DAMN WELL written!I am once again very impressed by your writing style!

Missy. Uh. Missy! When I watched the Bender-episode the first time (*bein all nostalgic -damn it was a long time ago*),that kid was freaky as ,that girl was creepy. And you did a great job describing her,I even understand somehow,how her twisted mind works. You study phsychology or something?

Love it.

Wow, that's one hard AU and one really tough topic. I am blewn away and a bit shaken myself. Your writing style was amazing (again) and altough - I already told you this - I'm usually not that into hard AUs there are some of them I read because there is so much amazing hurt!dean and topics that got to me and made me think and yeah...plus, there is something about your writingstyle I cannot quite grasp but I can't stop reading.I seriously couldn't stop reading this chap although I was thinkin "Aw hell, this is 's really man." all the are some fics with Dean going crazy, in asylum and so on, out there and I've read some of them, and I'm really in love with this one.

Dean, fight!John, let Dean win. And Gabriel? Where the heck did you come from? That was a surprise, seriously!I didnÄt expect this one and...ist this story related to this other one from you?A sequel or so?

Wow...I'm really excited and I'm looking forward to the next chap!

Kritty

This is so interesting! I cannot wait for an update. :)

wowowowowowow. I really like how this has started out and I'm super pumped for the next chapter. :)

this is good! cant wait for the update.

Why must you be so cruel to poor dean? I can't resist reading your stories, even when I know they're going to hurt! :)

Oh my, dark and twisty and so interesting... :)

31 chapters done? Fantastic - the start was phenomenal. Was surprised to see you use the character name from No Halo - perhaps when you post a new chapter of plot in that fic, you'll tie them together? I'll look forward to finding out.

Phoebe

Awesome start! Can't wait for more!