So my timing could have been Breyer. Last Friday I went too see my Uncle who has pancreatic cancer. He passes away Sunday morning. Services are in 2 days. So to say I cried when I read this would be a serious understatement.

My real grief mixed with the death of my favorite character was heart wrenching to say the least. Tears are sliding down my face as I write this. This was a beautifully written story. Seeing first hand someone you love waste away, struggling for every lady breath is agonizing. I can totally understand someone wanting to go out on their own terms with a little dignity.

Thank you for another fantastic story. I have them all on my 'to be read' list!

Hey there,

thank you for sharing this wonderful, sad and yet so significant story!

Greetz,

Ulli

Omg that was extremely sad. This fic was perect

I was uncontrollably crying by the end of this.

Kudos to you :)

This was amazing. Truly incredible. I cried so much, but it was beautiful. You're a talented author xx

Oh... you caught the pure emotion writing this and I'm glad you didn't have the cliche of 'promise me you'll move on and find someone else.' I like that cliche every once in a while, but not too much of it. Assisted suicide shouldn't be illegal or even a law matter really. The person wants to end their life, end their future suffering, and it's their choice willingly and they give their consent that they want to do it, nothing is bad about that. And my throat is clogged from reading this, FUCK WHY DID I HAVE TO READ THIS?

Whenever I read fics like these I know I shouldn't because I'll get all depressed and what not, but damn did you break a little more of my heart. I am not going to favorite this because I do not want to be reminded of the tragedy in this. It is one of the most beautiful pieces of written art I've ever had the privelage of reading, but I just can't be reminded of this heartbreaking story.

I have been reading a few stories where authors have mentioned and dedicated things to you. I can see now why.

This truly was an amazing story. What I could feel the most was the unconditional love that flowed throughout this story. It was really beautiful.

The tears would not stop, naturally! I cried the whole way through! I have read fics where there is character death but they have nothing on your story.

It has got to be so hard to be the one left behind. And, I am glad that you did not put something along the lines of "promise me that you will find somebody who can make you happy again". How does one even begin to start moving on from someone like Jasper and from a relationship that tightly bound. I have rarely ever seen people being able to truly move on from something like that.

My fave. all time fic, definitely (even if I may never be able to read it again)! xx

This story is lovely and bittersweet...

Thank you!

carolyn.

I was not sure I could get thou your story. I 'm a emotionally drained. It was Beautiful written. I can't say I would read it again. Because it's to heart Breaking.. I love thous boys. and to read stories that one dies, Its just to hard. But I 'm glade I read it. Your a wonderfu writer.

I agree with you a 100% about letting people go in peace with digity and love. I have watch to many of my family members suffer a scousated painful death becasue of cancer. It not fair. Let them go before the suffer that bad. I know it would kill me but if I had the choice I would let my love one go then see them in that much pain.. Thank you for your story.

3 Leona :)

Lots of hugs..

I was told to make sure I had a box of tissues close by while reading this story, and I'm so grateful. Listening to Edward watching Jasper's dvd was the part I needed them most.

Beautiful, sad and haunting. I will remember this story for a long long time.

I had to wait and come back to post a review, it was getting hard to see my phone through the tears. What a touching story! Made me think about the issue quite a bit.

This was so sad. I cried throughout the entire thing.

Assisted suicide should be perfectly legal. It is a right to one's own body, and should be no more illegal than suicide (though for all I know, that too is legal in some places). For someone whose choices in life have been taken away, the choice of life itself should be theirs alone.

This is the kind of story that will stay with me for a long time...

I just know I'll have to read it again at some point, and cry my heart out while doing so.

Thank you so much for sharing it.

Oh my word... I'm sitting here just a lump of sniffles, tears, and snot. You made my heart hurt. It was brilliant and emotionally gut wrenching.

Just a quick fyi, i was listening to billie holiday's 'the very thought of you' (youtube specifically this version www. youtube watch?v vPJuFxl0bxY I hope this link isn't fubar'd ) and other like her Sarah Vaughn, Nina Simone, Ella Fitzgerald, Norah Jones. Ugh... seriously great mood music...yea.. Now i have to go find a tub of ben and jerry's and some chick flick.

Thanks for the sniffles. It was brilliant!

This was an extremly touching story not to mention hard to read because of tears.

I accept assisted suicide as a last resort if there are no way of survival. There was a case that got a lot of attention in my country and it was done by doctors in hospital. It was a huge debate but the majority felt that it was right in the end as it was her choice to do it and everyone in her family supported her.

It gives the one doing it their dignety instead of wasting away in pain.

What a wonderful story I loved it, I believe in my own heart that I would do this for myself if it came to be my time to leave this earth and hope to God that I would have a love to help me through it, so I understand where Jasper was coming from but I also feel for Edward its hard being the one left behind to deal thank you for this