Oh, this is good, really good. The stranger one - oh my, speechless. And Todds first letter - I get why you did it that way, Neil really didn't know what to say, like he didn't want to say because its Todd and he knew he'd be the most effected. God this is awesome

Please continue this! It's so sad and beautiful and wistful and augh! My heart! If you have the time, please, please update!

Awwwwwww :(

All these letters are just magnificent. I read them aloud and I could really imagine Neil adressing them to each person sucessivelly. That's so beautiful, poor Neil ! The "stranger"'s letter gave my heart a hard time when I realized who he was !

Gah. Todd! Neil!

I love this chapter.

Gah, you just make Neil sound so cute and adorable in these letters!

And Allen! So awesome!

Aw Neil...beating himself up :(

I just want to hug him...

I would have to say that Neil's dreams really do sound terrifying...

I'm sure dreams of Todd would be much nicer for him...but Todd is currently occupying my dreams...I suppose I could share...

Oh ho ho! You changed the order! Sneaky. Though I don't blame you, doing Neil's Ex would be hard.

I was about to call you out on the whole poem thing but then I realized obviously it's a letter and it doesn't count. Also because you have a thing about poems being copy pasted in chunks when it's being spoken.

Okay, okay, now the actually CONTENT, the important part. Now usually I read these in the morning and then I reply when I get home so I can think all day about what I want to say. Today the whole image of Neil going into hysterics in the library was really clear. Though in my mind I like to add Todd coming to give him a hug. (Seriously, this is what I thought about in math class)

And asking permission, dear god that's adorable. Poor Neil, and poor Todd, I mean his guilt is really evident and you feel bad for the guy but really it's Todd you should be sympathetic for.

It's doing that weird scrolly thing it does when you've typed too much so I'd better wrap this up.

-C

Wow, just wow. Fantastic.

WHOA! Okay, I completely did NOT see that coming (It's very obvious now in hindsight, but I had no idea up until the goofing around in class part.)

"only thinking of himself-wasn't EVEN thinking-when he went downstairs into my Father's study, pointed the gun at me and shut my eyes. It was a murder attempt, how do I explain that"

I think this is the most truthful description of Neil's suicide (attempt) that I've ever known. I hope that conveys what I mean, I had a hard time finding the words.

-C

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This is just too perfectly written for words D

These are really touching :)

I came home sick today and I was supposed to go to bed but instead I read this...Aaaaand now I'm kind of scared to go to sleep.

Did you actually have this dream? It seems pretty vivid but at the same time it doesn't seem like something you'd just make up. (If you did make it up those are some legit dream making up skills.)

Didn't anyone ever tell Neil that if you don't want bad dreams you just don't think about the blue unicorn? Seriously, it always works.

-C

I giggled at this . Poor Neil and his weird dreams :(