Kay well I suck at remembering to tyoe in my name so the "guest" comment 11 hours ago or so and 5 or so hours ago that are sandwiched between mine is me too I just forgot to put my name because my ipod is stupid and submitted before I got it entered in

well that's a start to making things right, to trying to rectify how not fatherly John has been.

Okay well I sooooo did not need that mental image of John in a mini skirt and heels.

Poor Sammy, honestly I'm beginning to think if it wasn't for bad luck the kid wouldn't have any luck at all.

*running her fingers through Sam's hair comfortingly* aw Sam, it's okay, Jefferson isn't going to hurt you, think about it this way, if he even accidentally hurt you Dean would kick his ass so what do you think would happen if he tried anything? I think it's safe to say that he wouldn't be alive much longer.

I just love how it takes Sam almost dying for John to start giving a crap about if Sam's happy or not.

John you better not screw this up and hurt Sam even more, though frankly I'm sure if you do Dean'll kick your ass.

Aww Sammy, John doesn't hate you. He's just really bad with dealing with his emotions. * hugging Sam* * running her fingers through Sam's hair comfortingly* shh it's okay Sam, I promise. Dean only wants to help you, and John, well he's trying but Sam he's worried about you, he feels like he's loosing you… like he's failing at being a father and Dean… Dean feels like he failed at his duty as your big brother o protect you and that he failed you because he forgot your birthday. And he also feels like he failed because he doesn't know how to help you, he doesn't know how to make sure you aren't in pain.

Dean, Sam may be right that you shouldn't have just dismissed him because of a crossbow but right now he needs you, he needs you to be strong for him and most importantly he needs you to help keep John in line.

Whydon't you just start thinking long and hard before you act because, John, you're going to completely push Sam away from you and if he goes then so will Dean.

Damnit John listen to your son for once in your sorry life! Deqn's worried about Sam's wellbeing, but apparently after all of this you still haven't learned anything at all! You've hurt Sam enough for one day, especially considering it's his birthday, so go fuck yourself you prick bastard! Just shut your mouth for about a full year, at least, when it comes to Sam.

Dean * hugging him quickly* Sam'll be okay, as long as he has you he'll keep fighting to live. *looking pointedly at John* and if you ever do something like that again, forgetting Sam's birthday and then being a complete dick to him, and let me guess once he's actually healthy enough to hear what you had to say when you thought you were dying it'll never get said, you'll just go back to being a drill seargent. Well, I've got news for you John, all you're doing is driving Sam away by acting like that. The apple definitely fell far from the tree when it comes to you and Sam, he's so much more like Mary. * turning to walk to Sam* *thrown over her shoulder at John* oh and if you ever act like that again with Sam, on his birthday no less, well let's just say I'll make you regret it.

That's most definitely true that Sam's what holds them together and I honestly think that that includes Bobby and Caleb along with Dean and John.

Sammy! * running over to where Bobby and Sam are, completely ignoring Dean,Caleb and John* Bobby, is he going to be okay, he has to be okay he just has to!

Oh hell no! That bastard is not raping Sam! I'll kill him, I'll rip his sorry ass to shreds!