Wow, I really love the tension in this fic! And a Jin/Noel XD still rare good fics about them. This fic is believable to accept (I still find "good" Jin rather impossible)
An explicit version? Wish you'll post it in since your LiveJournal account is for friends only :( *there's many fics with really vulgar content in
Despite my reservations about the subject matter, overall the story was done in a tasteful manner, with attention to what's really important. The mental aspects.