wow
i'm almost speachless...i love this...

wow...superb!

nice job...rather dark though...

oh my... when i read this, i could feel chills. its sad and scary at the same time, moreover, its very true! wow ^__^

heavyyyy...

not bad at all... well done!

wow!
this is remarkable!!
sugoi!!
I like!!

What you had depicted in this story is very true, especially your ending quote. I believe it happens all the time, when you've reached your ultimate goal, and you've become better at something that you can do it perfectly, the thrill wears out. There'd be no excitement, no delight, you'll just feel nothing because you know yourself that you will be able to do it perfectly in the end. You're assured of your victory. This is a really good fic, and the emotions portrayed here have a very real feel on them. Nice job and keep up the great work!