*curls up into a ball on the floor and sobs*

Absolutely amazing. Ugh, the ending broke my heart; I'm going to start crying all over again.
I think you've got Alaska's personality on point here-very Alaska-y indeed. But yeah, you get the point. Your writing is perfect and I'm filled with jealously.

The contradictory back and forth of Alaska's drunken thoughts fits really well, and those last two lines...argh.