Disclaimer: not mine: the late, great Tolkien's. Bless him.
This story is dedicated to Wídfara of Rohan, in fond memory of a very
generous critic.
Author's note: attempting to examine some of the changes in the lives of
some of our favourite characters following the War of the Ring. Now
revising - significant changes to chapter 1, minor ones to chapters 2-7,
chapter 8 still to be revised.
Chapter 1
Aragorn awoke suddenly, from an indistinct dream that was already slipping
away from him. Above him, the gilded and carved ceiling glinted strangely
in the half-light of dawn, and the soft linen that encased him seemed alien
and uncomfortable. He sat up, rubbing his face with both hands to rid
himself of tiredness, and glanced sideways at the tendrils of black hair
spread out on the pillow next to him. As he had done for the past week, he
wondered if he was still dreaming, and if in a moment he would wake for
real and discover he was lying wrapped in his old cloak on some bed of
leaves, out in the Wild.
He swung his legs out of the bed, and stood up, stretching.
"Morning, love," Arwen murmured from behind him.
"I always wake you!" Aragorn said. "I am sorry."
She brushed hair out of her eyes, and shook her head. "You know well that I
was already awake. I cannot get used to this business of sleeping."
"I cannot get used to being inside," Aragorn said, throwing open the thick
curtains and the windows they hid. "It is another beautiful morning."
Arwen slipped out of bed and padded softly across the floor to join him,
putting her arm around his waist and leaning her head into his shoulder. He
rested his chin on her dark tresses and together they gazed out at the City
spread out below them.
There was a soft knock on the door, followed by it opening and a servant
creeping in with a pitcher of water. He started when he saw the pair by the
window, and was about to withdraw.
"Thank you," Aragorn said, turning his head. The servant froze, looking
exactly like a deer facing the point of an arrow, and gulped, and then put
the pitcher down and hurried away. "The hot water is all very well and
good," Aragorn sighed, "but I wish they wouldn't bother. They always look
so scared."
"I fear it is me," Arwen said, going to sit at her dressing table and
picking up a brush. "Every time I cross a servant they turn and go in the
other direction." She frowned at her reflection, and brushed in silence for
a moment.
Aragorn watched her brushing and frowned in his turn, before picking up one
of the rich, soft robes he had been provided with, and slipping it on. "I
will see you at breakfast?"
She nodded, and he bent to kiss her before leaving the room.
The table was laid ready when Aragorn reached the breakfast chamber, an
airy room which commanded views of the Pelennor. Another servant was
hovering, and hurried to pull out a chair so that Aragorn could sit, before
bringing him bread and preserves and pale cordial. There was already a pile
of papers by Aragorn's place, and he settled to reading through them as he
began to eat. Petitions for asylum, counsel from the senior advisors,
messages from elsewhere in the kingdom - all what Aragorn was quickly
growing used to. As he ate, he sorted the papers into order of priority,
and made a mental list of the first things he had to do, remembering the
afternoon was set aside today for the people of the City to request an
audience with him.
He had almost finished eating when Arwen arrived, dressed in simple white
with a circlet of silver in her hair. Her eyes went straight to the papers,
and she settled at the table with a sigh.
"Must you work this morning?"
"I have no choice, love, you know that," Aragorn said. "I have to speak to
the counsellors, and visit the Houses of Healing; survey the Pelennor .
there is so much to do." He swallowed the last mouthful of cordial. "I beg
your forgiveness, my lady."
"I know you cannot help it," Arwen said. "And of course I knew that this
would be the order of our lives - but it is not what I really wished for,
Estel." She spread honey on a piece of bread and contemplated it. "I think
I shall go for a ride with my brothers, then, and escape from the City for
the morning."
"It will settle," said Aragorn, rising from his seat and collecting
together his papers. "I swear to you, Arwen, we shall have our time, soon."
"I hope so," she returned. He bent to kiss her hair, scented this morning
with roses, and hurried away.
His study seemed close and stuffy, and after depositing the papers on the
large oaken desk, Aragorn crossed to the window and pushed it open, letting
the morning air and sunshine stream in.
After a moment, he sighed and turned to work.
The first interruption came in the middle of signing various minor decrees,
and Aragorn put down his quill and flexed his fingers before calling out,
"Enter!"
One of the servants came in, bowed, and said hurriedly, "The Prince
Imrahil, your Majesty."
"Thank you." Aragorn said, and added, "Girod, is it not?"
"Yes, your Majesty." The young man bowed again.
"Send in the lord Prince, then," Aragorn said, and Girod disappeared, to be
replaced in a moment by Imrahil, who closed the door behind him.
"I trust I do not disturb anything important, my lord?" the Prince said,
and Aragorn shook his head.
"Re-housing orders . rationing . all matters that have already been
resolved by the counsellors. Please, sit down."
Imrahil pulled up a chair and sat with a sigh. "It is a beautiful morning."
"Too beautiful to be inside," Aragorn agreed. "So what brings you here, my
lord Prince?"
"A memory," Imrahil said, steepling his fingers in front of his face and
meeting Aragorn's gaze with sea-grey eyes. "I was perhaps eighteen. A party
came to Dol Amroth from Minas Tirith, led by Denethor." He paused. Aragorn
said nothing. "One of the party sang us a song, in Quenya, which I later
complimented him upon."
Aragorn smiled slightly, and picked up his pipe from where it lay on the
desk. He struck a match and lit the pipe weed in the bowl. "I was wondering
if you remembered that," he said. "I thought it strange you hadn't
commented on our earlier meetings before now."
"My mind was otherwise occupied," Imrahil returned. "I was not looking to
find Thorongil in the King Elessar. You seemed familiar, but I put that
down to your resemblance to Denethor. I remembered last night, when one of
the minstrels was singing the same song."
Aragorn sent a smoke ring sailing up towards the ceiling. Imrahil leant
forward.
"Were you ever going to mention it, my lord?"
"I saw no need to, Imrahil," Aragorn said. "But I am glad you remembered. I
suppose you do not recall that visit with much pleasure, though."
"Because of my sister?" Imrahil shrugged. "It was a good match. None of us
could have foreseen that she would fade away here. She spoke fondly of you,
though, when we saw each other." He smiled, nostalgically. "Poor Finduilas.
How things have changed since then, particularly for you - from Guardsman
to King."
"It has been a very long road," Aragorn said.
Imrahil nodded. "Aye, it has been." He paused. "What I really wanted to
know, my lord, is whether you intended to tell my nephew of your friendship
with my sister, and the rivalry between yourself and the lord Denethor."
"Tell Faramir of Thorongil?" Aragorn said. "Truthfully, Imrahil, I had not
considered it much. The Steward has many cares and worries without heaping
old history on his shoulders also. You know him better than I - what think
you?"
"I think that in fairness to Faramir, you should," Imrahil said, resting
his chin on his hand. "He sees much, and thinks on it too long without
sharing his worries. And it would ease his heart to hear of his mother. He
has few memories of her."
"Can you not talk to him about Finduilas?" Aragorn asked.
Shifting in his chair, Imrahil said, "I have done, many a time, and
exhausted all the tales I know. Long were the hours we spent together when
he was a boy visiting Dol Amroth. You knew a different side of my sister,
my lord. I know she found solace in your company."
Aragorn relit the weed in his pipe and stood, going to the open window and
looking out. "I am glad of it, though I did not do much, and I could not
tell her much. Indeed we spoke mostly of old tales."
"She always loved old tales," Imrahil returned, "and therefore I know she
enjoyed your conversations. But I wish I had known you were more than a
mere Guard at that time, sire, for then I would have encouraged my sister
to look elsewhere for her match."
The words hung in the air, and at length Aragorn turned around. "You know
well I could not reveal my blood, not then. It was not the time. And even
if I had been able to - Imrahil, I fell in love with my lady Arwen on the
day of my twentieth birthday, and since that day she has always held my
heart."
Imrahil looked down at his hands. "It pained me so, to see her wither. I
watched her fade away, year by year, trapped in Minas Tirith, caught
between duty and Denethor's coldness ..." he broke off. "I should not speak
ill of the dead."
Aragorn watched the Prince for a moment, as the other man gazed downwards,
picking at a half-healed cut on his left wrist. Finally, Imrahil looked up
again.
"I beg you, sire, speak to Faramir."
"I will speak to him," Aragorn agreed, tapping his pipe out in the small
dish on his desk. "When a time presents itself. But only if he wants to
hear, Imrahil, I will not pressure him into listening to something that
would hurt him. He has suffered too much."
"We have all suffered too much," the Prince agreed. "The City, her people,
Middle-earth itself. Now is the time for peace, and for reconciliation."
From the open window the great bell rang ten times, and Imrahil stood up.
"And now I must not trespass on your time any longer, your Majesty - I have
business to see to."
"I will speak to Faramir, my lord Prince," Aragorn said.
Imrahil nodded, and bowed, and left the room.
For a moment, Aragorn gazed out of the window over the City, and then
turned back to his desk and picked up his pen again.
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