Disclaimer: Weiβ Kreuz is property of Koyasu Takehito/Project Weiβ. The song “Cry Me a River” was written by Justin Timberlake and tweaked slightly by me to fit the songfic.

A/N: Possible OOCness. A/U. Ken’s POV.

Warning: Shounen-ai in its mildest form. Do not read if this offends.

~*Cry Me a River*~

You were my sun
You were my earth
But you didn't know all the ways I loved you, no
So you took a chance
And made other plans
But I bet you didn't think your thing would come crashing down, no

I’m done with giving second chances. I’ve given you so many, I’ve lost count. You meant the world to me, I thought you would have known, but I suppose I wasn’t enough for you. Maybe I couldn’t compare to the others. Maybe I lacked a certain eloquence, a certain grace. You’re everything I’ve never been. You have all the qualities I can never possess. Suaveness, beauty, elegance. I’m just the average boy next door. Once you said it didn’t matter, that I was all you ever wanted, all you ever needed, but your eyes were never just for me. Why stay with one person when countless others would lay themselves at your feet? You could not resist the temptation. I suppose I expected too much from you.

I can’t remember how many tears I have cried, how many nights I have lain awake in agony, wondering if tonight will be the night you decide you’ve had enough of me. But it’s over now; I’m through. I’m done with tears for you.

You don't have to say, what you did,
I already know, I found out from him
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
And don't it make you sad about it

No need for lies, no need for denials. I know all the details, he delighted in telling me. And why wouldn’t he? Of all the people you could have chosen, you picked the one who would hurt me the most. Don’t try to apologize. I’ll turn a deaf ear. There is no more you and me. We’re not meant to be.

You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
Boy, I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
To cry, cry me a river
Cry me a river
Cry me a river
Cry me a river

Your words of love are only a whisper in my memory. You don’t need me now, you never did. What has brought about this sudden change? Have you realized your mistake? Or do you miss having me to come home to, me to worry, me to suffer? I’m done playing the role of victim. I’m done being your marionette. Your strings have no hold on me.

I refuse to play these games with you. Don’t call anymore, I don’t want excuses. Find some other toy. I won’t be the one crying myself to sleep. When all is said and done, yours is the only heart left to weep.

I know that they say
That some things are better left unsaid
It wasn't like you only talked to him and you know it
(Don't act like you don't know it)
All of these things people told me
Keep messing with my head
(Messing with my head)
You should've picked honesty
Then you may not have blown it
(Yeah...)

Honesty was never a word in your vocabulary. You packed me full of lies and went on your way. Did you think it wouldn’t get back to me? Did you think I was oblivious? I took it as long as I could. I fooled myself into thinking you could change, but even when I confronted you with the truth, you attempted to lie to my face. And that’s when I knew. I was only wasting my time with you.

You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know, uh)
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it

You tried to confess, but yours is the side of the story I don’t want to hear. I know exactly what you did, what you said, the tales you’ve woven with your silken tongue. How many times did I believe you when you said you were sorry? Apologies flow from your lips as easily as your flirtations, as easily as your deceit.

It took me so long to see. I had convinced myself I deserved nothing better, but you know what I have discovered?

I am worth a thousand of you.

You told me you loved me
Why did you leave me, all alone
(All alone)
Now you tell me you need me
When you call me, on the phone
(When you call me on the phone)
Boy, I refuse, you must have me confused
With some other guy
(I'm not like them, baby)
Your bridges were burned, and now it's your turn
(It's your turn)
To cry, cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Baby, go on and just)
Cry me a river

You came to me in tears, you begged me to reconsider, you told me you need me, you told me you love me. I’ll tell you something, sweetie. If this is love, I don’t want it.

I’m not your stepping stone. I won’t be trod upon. If your world has come crashing down, you have no one to blame but yourself.

The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving

What’s done is done. It’s over.

The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving

I’ve packed my bags…

The damage is done
So I guess I be leaving

I’m out the door…

The damage is done
So I guess I be... leaving

Don’t expect to see me around here anymore…

You don't have to say, what you did,
(Don't have to say, what you did)
I already know, I found out from him
(I already know)
Now there's just no chance, for you and me, there'll never be
(No chance, you and me)
And don't it make you sad about it

Once I thought we could have it all. You filled my mind with poetry.

I was wrong.

At one time I would have cried and being apart from you would have destroyed me, but you finally crossed the line, you breached the wall that should have remained untouched, you broke my heart.

But I’ll tell you something, baby—I’m not the one who’ll cry. You’ve made your bed, now lie in it.

Cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Baby, go on and just)
Cry me a river
(You can go on and just)
Cry me a river

No more excuses. No more lies. No more grief.

Cry me a river
(Baby, go on and just)
Cry me a river
(Go on and just)
Cry me a river
(‘Cause I've already cried)
Cry me a river
(Ain't gonna cry no more)

Your time with me is done. Please leave me be. I’ve cried all the tears I’ll ever cry for you.

Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river, oh
(Cry me, cry me)
Cry me a river

It’s your turn to suffer. It’s your turn for pain. Don’t come to me with your pleas. I’ll only have four words to say…

“Cry me a river.”

Thanks for reading! I was listening to this song and suddenly Yohji and Ken popped into my mind and it occurred to me that this would be the perfect “breakup song”, if you will. I wrote it in about half an hour. It just sort of flowed out. At first I was doubtful about it, but now I like how it turned out. Please review and tell me what you think!

~Midori^_^

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