Malchik Gay

I don't own the song "Malchik Gay" sung by T.A.T.U, and I don't own Mahou Tsukai Tai.

"Oh this is so hopeless!" Nanaka exclaimed as she threw down her pen. Sae blinked up at Nanaka from her place on the floor.

"Whats wrong, Nanaka?" Sae asked.

Nanaka sighed. "...nevermind."

Sae blinked then looked down to her book once again. "You're thinking about him again...aren't you?"

Nanaka blinked away the tears as she nodded. It had been three years since 'he' graduated highschool and left town. 'He' being Aburatsubo Ayanojou.

He and Takeo had both graduated and left for college. And much to Aburatsubo's dislike, they went to different colleges.

"Why don't you call him and tell him, Nanaka," Sae asked timidly. "Maybe things have...changed."

Nanaka once again sighed and slumped in the desk chair. "No, Sae. He'll never change. And even if he did, I'd only be a replacment for the person he really wants to be with."

Sae nodded and continued to read.


Nanaka laid in her bed that night after leaving Sae's house. It was well after midnight, and yet the girl was unable to sleep.

She sighed and rolled over onto her side, staring at her nightstand. The old club picture celebrating the arrival of new members was the only thing she saw. Mostly only one person.

Nanaka sighed and sat up from her bed. She walked over to her electrical keyboard and pushed the "POWER" button and sat there listening to the humming of the machine. She never understood why her parents had gotten this thing for her. She never thought of herself having the right voice for singing and she couldn't play any sort of insterment to save her life.

But she sat there, staring down at the black keyboard.

Deciding it best she better not wake her parents, Nanaka got her headphones to plug into the keyboard before messing around on it.

She then proceeded to go thru all the songs pre-programmed already into it. She would nod her head to each, before moving to the next tune. She would hum to the tunes she knew by heart, and tried her best to keep up with the ones she didn't.

As she got to the last song, she listened to it once before realizing it was a song that was popular now. She replayed it several times before singing it to herself, wishing Aburatsubo that was listening to her...

Malchik Gay
Malchik Gay
Malchik, Malchik Gay
Malchik Gay, Malchik Gay
Malchik Gay, Malchik Gay
Malchik, Malchik

Handsome, tender, soft
Why do you look right through me thinking "No"?
I can't deny my feelings growing strong
I try to keep believing, dreaming on
And everytime I see you, I crave more
I wanna pull you closer, closer, closer, closer
but You leave me feeling frozen

Malchik Gay, Malchik Gay
I can be all you need
Won't you please stay with me?
Malchik Gay, Malchik Gay
Apologies, might-have-beens
Malchik Gay, Malchik Gay
Can't erase what I feel
Malchik Gay, Gay, Malchik Gay

Choking, back emotion
I try to keep on hoping for a way
I reason for us both to come in close
I long for you to hold me like your boyfriend does
And though my dream is slowly fading
I wanna be the object, object, object, object
of your passion but it's hopeless

Malchik Gay, Malchik Gay
I can be all you need
Won't you please stay with me?
Malchik Gay, Malchik Gay
Apologies, might-have-beens
Malchik Gay, Malchik Gay
Can't erase what I feel
Malchik Gay, Gay, Malchik Gay