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Disclaimer: We already know I don't own this game, so let's just skip that part. To read this and enjoy it, it would probably be a good idea to first read Seraph's Wings chapters one through sixteen. Then read this story, and once you're through you can go on and read chapter seventeen. And by the way, this story has nothing to do with a certain song of the same title.
My White Knight
She sat alone, taking deep calming breaths. She could still see his eyes, sad and pleading as they gazed into hers. She could still feel his arms around her, with such a nervous yet loving touch. His words echoed in her mind. They were like a catchy song that a person finds humming without realizing it. No matter how hard she tried, she could not run from them. He had said them, and she had known in the first moment he allowed the words to escape that they were real. She gazed at her small hands and wondered how many times she had touched him without realizing the effect it had on him.
The first time she saw him, she thought he was incredibly handsome. The scar, the thought, was the sexiest part about him. Nida was quick to warn her of the man's reputation, and she soon lost feelings for the scarred warrior. When they all thought he had died, her heart broke. She hardly knew him but still she mourned the loss. It was especially hard since Rinoa, whom had quickly become a friend, was harboring feelings for him. It was meeting Irvine that made everything change. Here was a guy that not only was handsome, but also had an interest in her. He was a bit of a flirt but once they started dating he toned it down... or so she thought.
I don't know what to do, she thought. I tried convincing myself that I wasn't getting a crush on Seifer again, but... he finally loves me back. Hyne help me. I don't know what to do. She thought again about what he had said to her. She remembered the look of anguish he gave her when she could not return the words. It gave her a horrible feeling in the pit of her stomach. He gave me his love and I treated it like dirt. I'm such a horrible person. She chocked back a sob. Dear Hyne, what have I done? She wished he was here with her now. She needed his strong arms to hold her. Without knowing what she was doing, she cried out:
"Come back! Seifer, please come back! Seifer!" But no answer came. She was alone; horribly alone, and it frightened her. Tears streamed down her face.
"Selphie!" She glanced up in surprise. Fujin and Raijin entered her room, sucking in air quickly. They looked like they had been chased by a T-rexaur. She wiped away her tears.
"Is everything okay, guys?"
"Must... come... help us...," weezed Fujin. Fear took a sudden hold of the spunky girl's heart. There was one missing among the posse. Oh, no! Please don't let him be hurt!
"What is it? What's happened? Where's Seifer?"
"He's gonna jump, ya know!" shouted Raijin.
"What?" shrieked Selphie, her mouth dropping open in horror. Hyne, please don't let him do it! He can't leave me now! He just can't! New tears traveled down her face. "You guys just left him?"
"We had to," answered Fujin. "We had to find you."
"Me?" Selphie blinked in surprise. "Of course. I would be the one to help, wouldn't I?"
"Then... you'll help?" aked Raijin.
"Of course I'll help! I won't let Seifer die! I love him too much." She blushed as she openly confessed what was in her heart. Fujin and Raijin smiled knowingly. "I love him, you guys," she said again. "And now that I know it, there's no way I'm going to let him leave me here all alone. Come on!" She raced out the door, Fujin and Raijin quickly following behind her. Seifer... it's because of me you want to die, isn't it? Please live, so I can tell you how sorry I am. And how much I love you, my white knight.
I've once been told
That in all the fairy tales
The knights are every girl's dream
They've got flawless white armor,
The very fastest horse,
And those eyes with the confident gleam
Well, I must confess
That in my days
I've been looking for those perfect knights
I wanted someone to love me
And say that I'm a beauty,
To kiss me and hold me tight
But, I didn't know
I'd fall in love with the outcast
Who sat alone in the corner
With only two friends who really cared
His scar made him scary
And nobody loved him
'Cause nobody would have dared
Except for me
I was like all the others
With hopes for the future
And one day a family
I was happy with my cowboy
We were the perfect couple
I was sure we were meant to be
Love seemed so easy
When it was given back
He and I were happy together
But his eyes started wand'rin'
And I was forgotten
I should've known it wouldn't last forever
But, I didn't know
I'd fall in love with the outcast
Who sat alone in the corner
With only two friends who really cared
His scar made him scary
And nobody loved him
'Cause nobody would have dared
And his eyes pleaded
And his heart bleeded
On the outside everything seemed okay
But inside he was begging for a day
When someone would finally care
Inside he was dying
No one saw him crying
Although he was once one of us
They didn't want to give him his trust
'Cause no one would dare
Except for me
But, I didn't know
I'd fall in love with the outcast
Who sat alone in the corner
With only two friends who really cared
His scar made him scary
And nobody loved him
'Cause nobody would have dared
Except for me
I've once been told
That in all the fairy tales
The knights are every girl's dream
They've got flawless white armor,
The very fastest horse,
And those eyes with the confident gleam
My knight is different
He doesn't have the armor
But his heart is where it should be
They all hate him for his crimes
And nobody wants him around
Except for me
~end
Note: By the way, that song was written by me. Unbelievably, I made it up on the spot. You can go and read chapter seventeen now.