Disclaimers: don't own, don't sue, don't ask, don't tell Pairings: 1x2 Rating: R Warnings: Yaoi, lemon, violence, angst, little sappy Song by: LL Cool J - Luv U Better feat. Marc Dorsey

The Lover I thought I lost ch.2 By: ab28405

This is for my number one

This is for my number one

This is for my number one

True baby for I adore
This is hard to say

I wanna make sure I go about this in the right way

Cuz lately I been busy a lot

And I know you don't feel appreciated and what not

I used to tell you that you're hair looked fly

Kiss you slow and stare in your eyes

Now I talk real foul and slick

Every other sentence is, You make me sick

Back in the days I was your number one pick

Now your heart's hair-broken and that's hard to fix

I had to dig deep inside myself

Cuz I can't see you bouncin' with somebody else

It's a long journey back to the place we was

When I was too embarrased to admit I was in love

And you was my good girl that wouldn't give it up

I can't let us self-destruct

Baby smile today

Cuz I been on that journey always

I'm gon' love you better

When your friends'll see you too

Just when you think there's nothin' else I can do

I'm gon' love you better
When I think about the things we did

And I think about you having my kids

And I think about us sharing a crib

Losin' all that, God forbid

You deserve flowers and candy, the simple things

In addition to the SL's, bigets and rings

Instead I walk around like I'm a king

And having you ain't nothing but a thing

I even stopped tellin' you the lovin' was good

Too busy frontin' in the hood

Baby girl, hold me tight don't ever let go

I'ma do it real gentle baby, nice and slow

One more chance baby and don't say no

Cuz I got another side to show

Some say love is painful it helps you grow

Well it's time for the pain to go, ya'know
Do you think I meant to hurt you (No)

Do you think I meant to hurt you (No)

So let's laugh together, cry together

God willin' we gon' die together
It's a brand new me, a brand new you

A brand new day, sky so blue

Hold my hand while I walk with you

Sit on my lap, lemme talk to you

No more games callin' you foul names

Actin' like females is all the same

I'm gon' love you better, my mentality changed

From this day forward I'll never be the same

I'ma rub your lower back, share my dreams

I love you, lemme show you what I mean

Give you the deepest love a girl ever seen

Watch you sleep, so peaceful and serene

A toast to the queen, you're back in my life

But this time I'ma do it right

Trust me, from the bottom of my heart

Nothin's gonna tear us apart, promise
When I opened the door and turned on the lights I was mesmerize, there in the living room was Heero laying on a blanket in front of the fire, wearing a thigh length, see through black robe, with nothing else under it. After staring at his attire and wiping the drool from my mouth. I graze into his beautiful cobalt blue midnight eyes. His chocolate brown mane of his so call hair resting half over his eyes. Heero was a wet dream, day dream, and any other distraction of a dream wrap up all in one.

I just notice Heero's god like body sutured up to me in that sexy piece of clothing and those muscular, long, caramel color legs. Heero had that sexy smile, just for me on his hansom face then he loosely links his arms around my neck and hooked his legs around my waist pressing his strong body on me. If I wasn't hard then, I was certainly hard at that exact moment. I had an erection so hard that if Heero press his body any harder against me I would cream my pants big time. While I was thinking, wait why the hell I'm thinking right now? Heero pressed his body FULLY on me and I moaned loudly expressing my most gratitude of immense pleasure of release, while in the process I creamed my pants. Gods it felt so good, probably because Heero and I haven't been making love for three months!

"Hello koi how was your day? You look exhausted." Heero purred in that husky turn-on voice.

"Well hello to you too koi, and no I'm not as overly tired like yesterday." I said while embracing my lover, feeling his hardness touching my thigh. "Maybe I should take care of that little problem you have, Heero." I whispered in his ear while I was making small circles with my finger on inner thigh.

"That can wait koi, but first you should go clean up you're wet and messy." Heero purred

"Yeah ok, I'll be back in a sec." I said while grinning wickedly to my beloved.

"Oh, take your time I have three surprises for you, two are upstairs and one more will be waiting when you come back, enjoy." Heero said seductively while walking into the kitchen leaving me, confused, speechless, and excited. I went upstairs to see my first two surprises waiting for me in our bedroom.. (TBC)
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