Title: All I Wanna Do…

Chapter 1 – An Unlikely Meeting…An Unbreakable Bond

Rated PG-13

Series: CSI

Author: Andorian Ice Princess

Contact: jazzy_888

Summary: This is a different look at how two of our favorite CSI's might have met. Inspired by the 'Heart' song with the same title.

Note: By the way I have utilized some of the lyrics but not all. In this story she is running from love not going back to it like in the 'real' song.

PS: I usually don't write shorts like this so feedback is much appreciated. Thanks! Dedicated to BA. Love ya

"You are useless!" The loud angry male voice boomed at the lightly trembling woman.

"Get away from me," she yelled back in a shaky voice. "Don't touch me again!"

"I'll touch you whenever the hell I want," he yelled back as his hand snapped back to hit her.

She firmly stood her ground as her eyes threatened to spill over with tears. "I'm leaving," she said angrily.

"Oh yeah? Where to? Who the hell would want you? You're nothing but a used piece of trash!" The man yelled in her face. "Can't give me a kid…what good are you!"

"I'm through. Through with you and with us and with everything!" She said heading for her purse and coat. "Like I'd want to bear your seed anyways!"

"You walk out that door and you'll never be allowed back in!" He warned.

"I don't want back in," she said turning around to face him. "I don't love you, I never have and I never will."

"You're not capable of love," he retorted with a sarcastic smile. "Besides who'd love a piece of trash like you."

"You son of a bitch," she cursed as she angrily pulled her jacket on. She turned and looked out into the dark rainy night and took a long deep breath but didn't move from her place, frozen in time.

"You can't do it can you?" The man laughed at her.

"Yes I can," she said in a small voice. I can do this, she told herself. I have to do this, for me, for my future.

"Useless…that's what you are…useless!" He spat as he opened another bottle of beer. "Now put your jacket away and get me another six-pack."

The usually strong woman choked back her tears and turned to face him with a firm smile. "I'm leaving you Terry," she said firmly. "And when I walk out this door I'm never coming back."

"Go ahead," he dared. "No one in the world is going to want a used piece of trash like you. You'll see," he laughed.

"Liar," she said with her head high as she fished around for her car keys. "I'd tell you go to go hell but you're already there," she said turning around.

"You'll never last," the man laughed. "You'll always be alone."

She angrily wiped the tears from her eyes and opened the door and stepped onto the rainy soggy porch. The wind was cold and biting but as she drew a deep breath she knew the future had only one possibility for her – freedom. That very thought alone made her smile as she ran to her car and got in. "Goodbye," she whispered in a soft but firm tone. "I'm never coming back."

"Damn it," the usually mild tempered man cursed as he heard his jeep hit a snag and run a flat tire on the outskirts of the small town he had just passed. "Great…just great," he said stopping it. "Should have checked the tires before I ventured out like I was told." He turned off the ignition and looked outside into the rainy night before him. He looked around his jeep for an umbrella or something to shelter him from the rain but then cursed himself again as he remembered that he left everything back at his place telling himself this was only a short trip and that nothing could go wrong.

"I hate you Murphy," he said cursing the law of the fates.

With that he pulled his sweater closer to him and opened the door. He got out and squinted at the flat tire before him and went back inside to look for his cell. "Dead battery and I naturally forgot the charger," he said hitting the steering wheel. Then he remembered seeing a small establishment a few miles behind him.

"It's only a short walk," he told himself as he grabbed his wallet and stuffed it into his pocket. Once the jeep was locked he started the cold dismal walk on the dark lonely highway in the rain back to the small town he passed through.

"I wish just once that something today would go right," the rain covered man moaned as he felt the cold rain starting to soak him through his sweater to his skin. He pushed some wet hair off his forehead and then squinted at the set of headlights in the distance before him.

"Perhaps I can flag down a ride," he reasoned to himself. "I hope they're friendly."

"I can't believe I finally left him," she whispered to herself as she drove in the direction of a man standing in the dark that would change her life forever. "I am free," she whispered with a smile as she turned on the radio. "Free to finally find someone to really love. I wonder if I ever will…but even if I have to spend the rest of my life alone, at least I am free."

It was a rainy night when he came into sight
Standing by the road

no umbrella

no coat

"What on earth?" She asked herself out loud as she slowed down to take a look at the figure before her in the rainy night standing by the side of the road, shivering. "Is he hurt?"

The lightly shivering man looked at the car before him as it slowed down and then stopped. "I wonder if they're friendly?" He asked walking up to the driver's side.

Then the moment their eyes locked through the wet window something changed for both of them. It was magical and like their meeting was destined to happen since time began.

She took a deep breath as she slowly rolled down her window and just stared wide-eyed at the handsome man in the rain. Wow, she said inside. What is he doing here? She worried about him hurting her but something about him was so innocent and lost that she knew she just had to offer him some help to keep him in her life for as long as she could. Then before she knew it she was offering him some assistance. "Would you like a lift?" She asked in a small kind voice.

So I pulled up along side and I offered him a ride

He accepted with a smile so we drove for a while

The sound of her voice immediately put him at ease and he could tell that when he smiled at her he put her at ease as well. "Sure," he said in a low husky tone as he slowly walked around to the passenger's side and got into the warm dry car.

"What happened?" She asked softly.

"Flat tire," he said with a sigh. "No spare." Why isn't she asking me who I am, he wondered to himself? Isn't she afraid of me.

Why am I not afraid of him?

I didn't ask him his name

this lonely boy in the rain

Why do I automatically trust him, she asked herself as she stole sideways glances at the handsome man beside her? And why don't I want to know his name? I know, she told herself. Because in the morning he'll be gone and so will I. Why cloud things with formalities. Just live for the moment…

"Are you okay?" He asked softly as he raised his hand to push more hair off his forehead and noticed she pulled away in fear.

"I will be," she answered meekly.

"On the run?" he asked in concern.

"Yes," she said with a sigh. "And not looking back."

"Are you happy about it?" he asked with a frown.

"Yes," she told him with a firm smile. "Happy I have my life."

"Good," he said with his own firm smile.

Fate tell me it's right

is this love at first sight

"Thanks for asking," she said in a nervous tone. "Thanks for caring."

"You're welcome," he answered in a soft tone. Why am I so drawn to her, he asked himself? Something about her is just pulling me closer. Is this what it means by love at first sight?

Why does he care? I mean he sounds so kind and gentle…why am I so captivated by him? Is this what is meant by love at first sight? "Are you cold?" She asked softly as she turned the heat up.

"Frozen," he said as they entered the outskirts of the small town ahead of them. "Got any ideas?"

She listened to his question and felt her heart starting to race a bit faster. I can't do this, she told herself. I don't believe in one-night stands. But…but why not? It's not like I'll ever see him again, she reasoned. "I know a nice place we can go to warm up. That is if you want to."

"Okay," he said slowly and in a soft voice. I don't know why but I know I want to spend more time with her. Is this wrong, he asked himself? A one-night stand? Can I really do this?

He said okay, she told herself. Is this really happening to me? Am I really doing this? What will happen in the morning? I can't think about that right now, she said firmly. Live for the moment.

Please don't make it wrong

just stay for the night

So we found this hotel

it was a place I knew well

She pulled in front of a small hotel and stopped the car in front of a door she visited often. In the past it was to escape the cruelty she found at home and to spend the nights alone in sorrow and tearful regret. Sadly in the mornings she always went back…back to a life of pain and misery. But tonight…tonight she would be spending it with a handsome stranger. And in the morning she wouldn't be going back. Is that not worth the risk? One night of love? She asked herself as she stopped the car and turned off the ignition with a slightly trembling hand.

He looked up at the hotel door and felt his heart start to race a bit faster. Is she just dropping me here, he asked himself? I…I can't just let her leave, he said firmly inside his mind. I have to know who she is. "Are you letting me off?"

She looked over at him with expecting eyes and slightly nodded no. "I want to know if you'd…" she said looking at him and then over at the waiting door. He is just so magical, please let him say yes.

"Yes I want to," he whispered. What am I doing? He asked himself in shock. Am I just going to have a one-night stand with this enchanting creature and then let her leave me? I can't let her leave me, not now…not ever.

She gently pushed her door open and then got out and stood in the rain, letting it soak through her clothes, making it cling to her skin. He got out and walked around to her side and stood facing her, letting the closeness of their bodies and the heat emanating from it warm them despite the cold rain that was soaking them. Then it happened…

All I wanna do is make love to you

Say you will

You want me too

All I wanna do is make love to you

I've got loving arms to hold on too

Then before she could react he pulled her close into his warm embrace and crushed his lips upon hers. She immediately responded and felt herself hungrily kissing him back. Her eyes filled with salty water as her tears washed away the ugliness she was running from. She wrapped her arms around his neck and felt her warm wet body cling to his as he wrapped his strong arms around her waist, trapping her even closer to his solid frame. She felt herself smile as he started to kiss the other parts of her face and felt her heart explode as he gently lifted her into his arms and headed towards the hotel door. She handed him the key and they went inside the warm waiting room.

We made magic that night.

She felt herself being lowered to the bed and him lying his wanting body down on top of hers. His touches were firm but gentle, passionate but tender. She felt his hands starting to explore and feel every part of her as he started to show her how much he loved and needed her. He felt her body start to respond in the right places and with his hands started to gently peel off her wet clingy clothes. He smiled down at her lush now naked body and sigh happily as he started to plant warm tender kisses on the exposed areas. His mouth started on her warm inviting lips and then moved their way down her tender neck and to the base of her chest and lower.

Oh he did everything right

She felt herself smiling with giddy happiness never imagining being with a man could ever be so wonderful. Her hands followed his lead and started to lift his sweater over his head and the gently touch the exposed parts of his chest and neck. She lowered his now naked warm body back down onto hers and showed how much she needed to be loved by him. She felt his lips on her body as she clung to his back and neck, hungrily devouring whatever her lips would find.

He brought the woman out of me

so many times easily

She was so amazed inside that she had long ago written herself off from ever find passion like she was experiencing right now. The man before her was more than beautiful he was beautiful inside. His words were kind and loving, his hands were soft and tender and he showed her many times just how much he loved her. It was many hours later before they finally pulled apart and he lay on his back and pulled her into his strong arms and wrapped them protectively around her. For the first time that night she felt her eyes spill over and her body start to tremble. He whispered in her ear that he would never hurt her and she told him she believed him. He held her until she stopped, reassuring her that she was safe would never have to feel pain again.

"I love you," he whispered as she finally stopped her crying and fell asleep in his arms, a large smile on her face, mirroring the on one his.

And in the morning when he woke all I let him was a note

She awoke a few hours later in his arms, a frown upon her usually calm face. What have I done, she finally wondered? She gently twisted herself around to look at the man who saved her from herself and a life of dismay failure. He was peacefully asleep, like a small innocent child. It was love at first sight and she would treasure and remember him always. Sadly her eyes filled with tears again as she gently pushed herself from the warm bed and quietly got dressed, knowing he probably had a life waiting and she needed to find a new one for her. After leaving some money on the table she was gone. Out of his life as quickly as she entered it. A note was all that remained.

I told him 'I am the flower you are the seed'

We walked in the garden we planted a tree

Don't try to find me

please don't you dare

Just live in my memory

you 'll always be there

She didn't care where she was going as long as it was far away from the life she was running from. Tears streamed down her face as she thought of the one night of beautiful love she probably would never experience again. Part of her yearned to go back to the man in the warm bed but the reasonable part won out, telling her a memory is better than nothing at all. She glanced for the final time into the rear view mirror and smiled. "I love you handsome stranger," she whispered as her car turned the corner and she was gone. "Always."

All I wanna do is make love to you

One night of love was all we knew

Gone from his life he feared as he sadly read the note he held in his trembling hands standing in the door staring down the long lonely road her car had turned off from only minutes before. "I love you beautiful lady," he whispered as he closed his eyes and pressed the note to his still warm chest. "Always."

All I wanna do is make love to you

I've got loving arms to hold on too

"Goodbye," she whispered as she crossed the state line.

"Goodbye," he whispered as he locked the door to the hotel for the final time.

3 YEARS LATER

"Are you ready to meet our new recruit today?" The older man asked the younger man before him.

"Sure thing boss," the young man smiled eagerly. He waited for the doors to open and then stood in shock at the woman that entered.

Then it happened one day

we came round the same way

"I…" he started in shock as he started at the woman he knew he loved the moment he saw her but never thought he'd see her again.

"I…" she said in shock as she stared into the face of the handsome man who saved her life but she never dreamed she'd see again.

Silence. Then the unthinkable happened that broke the silence for both of them.

"Mommy!"

You can imagine his surprise when he saw his own eyes

"Sara did you bring him today?" Grissom asked with a sigh.

"Yes," she said weakly. "Gil I couldn't find a sitter at the last minute. Is that okay? I mean it's my first day and all but…"

"Sure," he said with a sigh. "Just hope your new partner doesn't mind."

"New partner?" Sara asked weakly.

"Sara Sidle I'd like you to meet Nick Stokes," Grissom said firmly.

"Is…is he yours?" Nick asked weakly not caring about the people looking or the introduction from his boss.

"Yes," she said sadly as her eyes filled with tears. She looked at her boss and long time friend, begging for a few minutes. "Please?" She asked in a soft whisper.

"Come with me young man," Grissom said scooping the child up in his arms and whisking him away. "I'll be in my office," he called out to them.

"I…" Nick started weakly. "Is he mine?" Nick asked again.

Sara's eyes let the tears fall as she nodded her head yes. "Yes," she whispered sadly.

I said 'please

please understand

I'm was running from another man

And what he couldn't give me

was the one little thing you can'

"But…why?" Nick asked in shock.

"That night…I was running and you…you saved my life and he…he was all I had of you and…" she said in a small weak voice. "Please don't hate me."

"Hate you?" Nick asked walking a bit closer. "I have been looking for you since that night," he said gently taking her hand in his and holding it. "Where did you go?"

"I came here," she said with a firm smile.

Nick gently lifted his other hand and brushed a few tears away. "Why didn't you wait for me?"

"I was scared," she said in a small voice. "And I had to find myself first. I needed to prove that I could make it on my own."

"And have you?" Nick asked weakly, her smile having that effect on him.

"I have now," she whispered. "Now I am complete," she said making him smile that smile that captivated her the second their eyes locked.

"Is he really mine?" Nick asked softly.

"Yes," Sara told him. "He has your eyes."

"I know," Nick whispered.

"So what do we do know?" Sara asked in anticipation.

"Now we start over," he said looking at her with a smile. "Nick Stokes," he told her making her lightly laugh. "And I have been in love with you since I met you."

"Sara Sidle," she said with her own firm smile. "And I have been in love with you every minute after that."

"So what do we do first?…"

All I wanna do is make love to you

One night of love was all we knew

All I want to do is make love to you

Say you will

you want me to

All night long

THE END! (NOT)-lol…read chapter 2

**Dear readers. Sappy! Yeah I know but I just thought I'd give it a try. If it sucked tell me…if you liked it tell me…but please TELL ME! I know it's not my usual writing style but it was a request from my friend BA who loves romance stuff and loves Nick and Sara like me. Thanks!**