Okay peoples, heres part three. Sorry it took so long...but...I had litle bit of an accedent with my keyboard...::mutters:: damn fish and its water attacks...Anyway...Pwease Reveiw

Last Days 3

Later that day, everyone was quiet. Quatre had been crying and Heero had been in his room all day. Duo had just been watching "I'll be home for Christmas." It was nearly dinner now, and Heero still wasn't out of his room. Duo felt too guilty to go and check on his friend, afraid of what he might see, earlier he had heard some banging against the wall ealier too.(If your thinking about something else...HENTAI! I wouldn't do something like that in a sad fic...)
"This is all my fault...Heero and Quatre and maybe even Trowa and WuFei are sad because of me...And what I do do? I sit and feel sorry for myself...What kinda friend am I?" Duo asked himself when he was alone in the room.
"Your a good friend." WuFei said while looking at the back of Duos head from the door way. Duo turned around surprised, and shooked, he didn't think someone was there to answer his question.
"Wu-Man! I thought you were sparring?" Duo asked with his Maxwell grin on.
"I think I'm done for today...besides...My punching bag...Its on the floor.." WuFei didn't go into saying how it had gotten on the floor, and Duo didn't need an explination. It would have been a non-answered question even if Duo did ask.
"Aaah, so you got nothing else to do now? Wanna watch some cartoons with me? "I'll be home for Christmas" is finished." Duo asked as he turned around to face the T.V again. He picked up the conroller and started to channel surf. WuFei, surprisingly, came and sat next to the American boy and watched as the T.V stations changed.
"Silence..." Duo thought to himself...Silence was something that was nearly unheard of when Duo was around. His cheerful laughter could usually be heard throughout the mansion. Duo was suddenly pulled away from his thoughts with WuFeis voice calling him by his last name.
"Maxwell? Wake up!" WuFei called. Duo had forgotten about the Chinese boy and had drifted into thought.
"Uh? Oh, sorry, I was just thinkin'. Heh, well know I have proven I can't do two things at once!" Duo said cheerfully.
"Stop acting Duo." WuFei said as he relaxed in the couch and put his feet up on the table. His arms were crossed over his chest and he was staring straight ahead at the T.V.
"Acting?" Duo asked as he turned to face WuFei.
"Yes. Your afraid to leave as much as we're afriad that you'll leave. Your cheerfulness is just some big act so that we won't worry." WuFei stated without turning to look at Duo. The american boy stared at WuFei. He knew he was right...This was just some big act. What did Duo really have to be cheerfull about? Then he remembered.
"Its no act! I may be afraid, but I look at all the bright things in my life!" Duo said with his grin back on his face, "Like having good friends, who care for me and are willing to take care of me."
"Duo...You shouldn't hide true feelings. You should talk to someone about them, and all your doing now is blocking them out of your life. One day your just going to erupt. I've checked up on you, I know a bit about your past. I've checked up on your medical stuff too. Cuts, burns, starvation, dehidration, almost anything anyone can think of. Parents dead, street orphan, then brought up in a church, then I also saw something about adoption forms, and them being declined by the church minister saying that you already had a family. You haven't told anyone about your feelings, you've hidden them away." WuFei said softly. Duo was still smiling.
"Aw, WuMan! You do care!" Duo said cheerfully as he hugged WuFei from the side.
"ARG! GET OFF ME MAXWELL!" Wufei yelled as he jumped up. Duo laughed and sat back up straight.
"Hahahaha. I had to do that. And are you implying that I talk to you about my feelings?" Duo asked.
"No. I was implying that you go and talk to someone who knows a little about what you've gone through, and what your going through." WuFei said as he left the room. Duo knew that WuFei was right...He had always masked his feelings...Had always masked his true self...How could he always be so cheerful? So happy? After he had killed millions of people. Was he really the God of Death? He killed, and never looked back on it, his family was killed, and he never looked back at it, his best friend Solo was killed, never looked back at it, and Father Maxwell and Sister Helan, killed, and of course, he never really looked back at it. Now he was about to die, and he masked that as well. He stood up and walked down the hall slowly, his fingers trailing along the side of the wall. He stopped when he came to the fimiliar door, the door to his and Heeros room. It was white, like all the rest, and had a golden handle to open it. He looked at the handle, and put his hand on it slowly. It was cold. Duo looked back up again, he knew that Heero was still in there. Slowly, and quietly, he opened the door, trying not to make much of a sound incase the Japanese boy was asleep. He slowly pushed the door open, and stuck his head in. The room was dark, and it took him a little while for his eyes to adjust. Once his eyes had adjusted, he saw a slender figure sitting on the bed away from the window, the figure wasn't facing him, but he knew it was Heero.
"Heero...?" Duo asked softly, as he slipped into the room, closing the door behind him again. Heero didn't move, didn't look around, didn't even say anything. Duo walked closer to the figure.
"Heero? Are you okay?" Duo asked becoming alittle worried.
"Why?" That was all he said, 'why?' Duo walked over ot his own bed and sat down on it, facing Heero. Heero just sat there, his ahnds to his sides, with his knuckles turning white. His face was looking down at the ground, and his eyes closed.
"Why?" He asked again, a little more force in his voice.
"Heero..." Duo said in a soft, gentle voice. He knelt down on the floor infront of Heero, and put his hand under his chin pulling his face up.
"Heero...I don't know why. This is probably just a punishment for killing so many people. God works in weird ways would also describe why weird means fate, or destiny, and especialy illfortune. But you shouldn't worry about me, I'm already death. I'd just be going home." Duo said in a comferting voice.
"Hell is not your home." Heero said in his monotone voice.
"Who said I was going to Hell?" Duo smiled, he had always thought that he would go to Hell, but had never said so.
"You did." Heero replied, as he opened his eyes and looked down at his friend. Duo just sat on the ground looking up at the Wing Zero pilot.
"When?" Duo finaly asked.
"In your thoughts, in your eyes, and in your own name." Heero replied. "And if you die, that is where you will probably go. Because that is where you want to go."
"You don't know that. For all you and I both know, I could go to heaven and tourture all the people up with with my pratical jokes." Duo smiled his maxwell smile. "And how do you know that my thoughts, my eyes, and my name show that I want to go to hell?"
"You wear a mask over your feelings, so you think that your not worth going to Heaven, your eyes show sadness, pain, sorrow and loneyness, the opposite of what you really want them to show, and your name is God of Death, that is what you want to be known for, because you think of yourself as a killer." Heero replied.
Duo didn't say anything. He knew it was kind of true...He did think of himself as a killer. And he did feel sadness, pain, sorrow, and a longing for some one. But how did this Japanese boy know all of this? Duo put his hand on his head and tried to focaus. The room was suddenly spinning, another headache. He stood up and fell back onto his bed.
"Why now?" He thought to himself. Him and Heero were actully having a conversation, they were talking about feelings. And then this stupid headache had to come along.
"Are you okay Duo?" Heeros words sounded like a slight whisper to Duo, as his world faded into black.

End for now.

Sorry...Guess this is kinda a cliff hanger...And I didn't even get much done huh?Oh well...I haven't had much time and I'm stealing my moms computer right now...Well...PLEASE REVIEW. And I haven't decided if I should make it a yoai or not...probably not thought...don't wanna hurt Heero too badly.