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Infiny: Don't own YGO or "Bring me to Life"
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How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core
Where I've become so numb
Without a soul
My spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home
You were always remarkable… you could tell anything from my eyes. Well… except my secret, the secret that slowly tore me apart inside out. I sigh and lean against the wall… at least I wouldn't be tortured by seeing you and him together anymore.
But now that you are gone, I feel so hollow… I wish that I could find something to fill this emptiness inside me. It scares me… the darkness and blankness in that place. You heard right, I'm afraid of an empty space inside me, and it hurts so painfully.
Can anyone save me from… myself? I'm starting to believe that I am forever doomed to this eternal prison. I sink to the floor, my back still against the wall that I was leaning on earlier.
(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can't wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
Call my name and save me from the dark
"Save me… please….." The hopeless plea escaped from my lips unconsciously. I rest my head in my hands and talk into the darkness. "I was supposed to be the heartless one, the one person who didn't have feelings… and yet…" I stop to wipe my eyes, holding back the tears. "And yet…" The salty liquid makes it's way down my cheeks. "I seem to be the one who's crying…" I smile bitterly and dry my tears.
You never noticed how much you hurt me with your insults. On the outside, I shot a glare and retorted back with an insult of my own. On the inside, however, I was slowly breaking down.
(Wake me up)
Bid my blood to run
(I can't wake up)
Before I come undone
(Save me)
Save me from the nothing I've become
How would you act if the one that you loved hated you? There, I admitted it to myself… at least that's step number one. My secret is that I love you. Yea… I, the insensitive jerk, am in love with you, the valiant hero. Very unlikely, ne? Well, you always said that I was unpredictable and you had this uncanny ability to be correct.
And it seems you were right yet again… I am nothing, I'm worthless. But… can I be redeemed, though? Can I try to speak you… you have to hear me, though you might not listen.
Now that I know what I'm without
You can't just leave me
I pull out a small necklace, it has a single ruby tied to the chain… I made the necklace myself. It glittered, even in this vast darkness, just like your eyes. Oh, how you would have loved to see me like this… reduced to tears because of you.
I remain in this dungeon or a 'soul room', but what ever it is, it traps me. I stay contained in this room… I mean why come out?
Why come out when the one you love is dead?