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Transient Muse
Author of 11 Stories
Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Reviews: 3 - Published: 06-06-03 - id:1375841

The sun shone brightly even with the approaching rain clouds, giving the sky a hazy appearance. He laughed gingerly, as he held onto Yuki's arm and dragged him closer to a pet shop. He saw the monotones expression but prayed to change that today. Yuki gave an annoyed sigh, as he took out a cigarette, it would be a long day. He couldn't help but feel awful about what he was about to do later on.

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

The sky was darkening as the thunder crackled lightly, luminating the sky lightly. Schuichi was fascinated by it as he watched the dancing flashes. He heard the soft padding of feet behind him, but ignored it as he watched the celestial show. He felt a cold hand upon his shoulder, making him shiver as he turned to his lover. The smile disappeared as he saw the ghastly face.

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

The rain felt like a whip against his skin, the stinging didn't help the pain growing in his heart. His pink hair hugged tightly to his head, his bangs partially blocking his view. The pain in his heart only worsened as his aimless thoughts drifted toward the once blonde lover, he had cherished more than his life. His released a muffled gasp, as the fierce wind battered his bare arms. The sleeve less pants and shorts did nothing to protect him from the elements. The tears were streaming, the redness in his eyes loosening; yet going with the fresh batch.

He saw the familiar buildings as he neared Hiro's apartment, they exploded as he ran up the stairs to the apartment. The loud sobbing noise echoing throughout the staircase, making his heartbreak even more. He saw the door open in confusing, and he latched onto the warm substance, never wanting to let go.

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

His thoughts tell him to forget about him, his heart screams in betrayal, his soul: agony. The pain seem to be racing up and down his spine, he lay in the guest bed crying miserably. Hiro beside him, allowing Schuichi to cry in his lap as he rubbed his back, his memories of Yuki burned with ecstasy as he shook and sobbed harder. The thought of not seeing him made it all worse.

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

The days dragged endlessly onward, as the rain worsened in haste. Everything went slowly though, the memories of the time they had been together stung rapidly. It may have been raining but it didn't keep him from going outside and sulking. He felt like he was miles away from the one he stilled loved.

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

The rain felt like a whip against his skin, the stinging didn't help the pain growing in his heart. His pink hair hugged tightly to his head, his bangs partially blocking his view. The pain in his heart only worsened as his aimless thoughts drifted toward the once blonde lover, he had cherished more than his life. He needed to find Yuki.

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

He approached the romance novelist's home and drew as deep breath, and opened the door. The blond sat at the coach, looking alarmed at the new prescence. He stood up and walked toward Shuichi, who closed the door lightly. Ignoring the sensation of his soaking clothes hugging him tightly. He saw the cold, curious eyes get a hair's breath away.

Why are you, still coming back to me? 'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

He felt himself melt in the powerful kiss, he felt himself pushed up against the door handle but ignored it. His attention was fully on his lover, as he felt his heart reawaken.

I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
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