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Haunted
By S_Star
Summary: Draco's gone mad...mwahahaha!
Disclaimer: Not mine.
AN: OK, technically, no names are mentioned throughout this fic, but it is Draco's POV and he's thinking about...well, I like it to be Harry but really the whole thing's open to your opinions... Also, it's freeform to an intense degree, so it's REALLY confusing...Inspired by the Evanescence song of the same name.
Haunted
You're here.
Again.
But, then again, you're always here, aren't you, always watching me, always chasing me.
And I know that it's not normal, not the way you look at me;
Lust
and Hate
and Death
and Life
and a million other things that I can't define however hard I try.
And you won't go away.
Ever.
Because you're the predator, I can see that much, and I...
I am the Prey.
Your Prey.
Only Yours, forever Yours, whatever I may think, because it's You behind me and You that's pinning me down and You that's boring into my head and crawling through my brain, You that's rendering me breathless and speechless and thoughtless and I feel like I'm walking in circles,
Big, wide Circles that make me think I'm moving somewhere unreachable before I return to the start and then, when I think I'll give up, I feel You, and I'm walking again, the Circles getting gradually smaller and smaller until I'm dizzy and disoriented and I
Stop.
And then I'm standing perfectly still, and it's no good because no matter how many circles I walk in, I always end up in the same place, held there by your gaze, and I know that this can only turn out one way, because the way You look at me tells me I'm lost, lost to You, and there's nothing I can do about it except give in.
And that's how the story goes, because after the Haunting comes the Acceptance, because in the end it isn't You, it's Me, and I'm wanting You just as much and then I'm falling, and You're falling, and then the world just
Crumbles into nothing, and I'm alone again, me and my thoughts and You, because I'm only ever alone when you're there, because you own my Heart and Body and Soul and Mind and you're Haunting me, always.
And the only way I can end this is to give in to You and Your demands, and I know you know because of that smirk on your lips and the way that look in your eyes is even more indescribable and I lean in and I kiss you and the whole world falls apart again until I pull back and realise I'm staring into
Nothing, and that's how it begins and how it always ends, every time, because whatever I do, I'll always be haunted by You.