From The Author: Wow. I can't belive that I'm updating my first story this late in the game, but I just got this perfect idea for this poem at the end. It fit's wonderfully with the conclusion of the story! Some of the beats are a little off, but it is my first finished fanfiction poem, so I still like it. I hope you do to. I just wish I had thought of it five months ago when I finished this story. I can only think of two of my old readers who will actually read this. I guess some of you might come back, or see it on the top, but I doupt it. If you do, thankyou! Well here it goes!

Oh, and by the way, welcome to the first html formatted chapter of "Forbidden Memories". I didn't know basic coding when I wrote it.

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I, The Demon

Where are you now, my violet muse?
Oh, what a horrid thing to lose!

He took my family, and my race,
Then robbed me of your lovely face.

Of coarse, he’s not the one to blame.
It’s I who bear that awful shame.

There must have been another way.
Perhaps you would have been okay!

But no, I have secured my choice.
Though hating him, obeyed his voice.

Became like him, or maybe worse.
I was a walking, breathing curse.

A heartless curse, devoid of love,
Much less for you, pure as a dove.

You’ll never know the way I felt,
The way you caused my heart to melt.

You’ll never know of all those tears,
Those Torrents kept inside for years.

You saw one tear, knew I could feel,
But did you know I’d never heal?

Do you know what I’m going through?
Your not just dead, but I killed you.

No, my love, now that your dead,
I plead for truth in what you said.

That after death, true life begins,
It’s outlook based upon your sins.

So where are you, in that case?
I’m sure your in a happy place.

So, do you know?...No. Where you are
You’ll sleep on clouds, and ride a star.

You’ll be a goddess, I am sure.
Above the cosmos, you will soar.

A deity of beauty, grace.
A flash of aqua hair and lace.

That I’m your killer is unnerving.
I took a life so worth preserving.

I deserve this pain times ten,
And then to feel it all again.

And as I die, still in your spell,
I’ll gladly take this pain to hell.

But you are happy, this I know.
Your karma simply won’t bring woe.

And I’ll remember, as I burn,
The happiness you’ve come to earn.

But I’ll remember through and through
To never feel too good for you,

Remember what I’m down there for.
I cannot feel joy anymore.

But you, my angel, you are free.
I, the demon, slayth thee.