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I don't own any of the characters, except for the ones that I create. The "General Hospital" characters belong to its creators, the (currently idiotic) writers, and the (even more stupid) head honchos at ABC, SoapNet, and the other networks where GH is aired. I don't own any of it, and the only thing I hold claim to is this story itself, and any characters I have created in it. Please do not use, copy, post elsewhere, or reproduce it in any way, shape, or form without my permission. Thank you!

I know the premise in this story is incredibly unbelievable, but I am a DIEHARD Sexis fan, and given the current events on GH, I don't ever see Alexis and Sonny getting back together anytime in the foreseeable future. Therefore I decided to create my own plot that would bring Sonny and Alexis back together. I know this story is farfetched, but as I said, I am a STAUNCH Sexis fan, so PLEASE don't flame me!

Also, please keep in mind that I have only been watching General Hospital for a fairly short period of time - since March/April/May of 2002. I started watching GH around the time just before Carly's "deadly accident" driving over the cliff. So if I get some of the background information wrong, please do not flame me. I'm am trying my best to get all the characters, events, and personalities right, but if I mess up somewhere please understand and hold off on throwing the tomatoes :) ! Thanks!

Setting: Takes place after the funeral of Kristina Cassadine - Alexis Davis's sister.

Summary: When an unexpected visitor comes to Alexis's rescue, what will happen?

Pairing: "Sexis" (Sonny/Alexis) Journey (Jason/Courtney)

Characters (not necessarily in any specific order): Alexis Davis, Sonny Corinthos, Caroline "Carly" Corinthos, Michael Corinthos, Dr. Tony Jones, Drs. Alan and Monica Quartermaine, Bobbie Spencer, Dr. Meadows, Dr. Bonds, Ned Ashton, Nikolas Cassadine, Gia Campbell, Jasper "Jax" Jacks, Skye Quartermaine, Jason Morgan, Courtney Matthews, Mike Corbin, and various other characters that I choose to create.

Rating: PG - PG-13 in first few chapters, then may or may not increase to R rating, depending on author's whims:)

Contact: Any extra comments (beyond the review) questions, or concerns, Email me at :benbrattlover at yahoo dot com

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As thunder rumbles in the sky, and rain patters against the roof, Alexis Davis glumly trudges through the front door of her apartment, tosses her keys onto her desk, and flops onto the sofa, exhausted and emotionally drained by the events of the previous few days, which has just "concluded" with her sister Kristina's funeral. For nearly the first time since Kristina's death, Alexis is all alone. Nikolas and Gia, have gone to Luke and Laura's wedding rehearsal dinner, as has Scott Baldwin. Ned, Jax and Skye have all gone home, like everyone else, who attended her sister's memorial service. Kicking off her shoes, Alexis stretches out on the sofa, lying on her back, covering her eyes with the back of her hands.

"Oh Kristina, I miss you so much! I don't know how I'm going to get through this pregnancy without you." Alexis murmurs aloud. "I love you, Kristina! Why did you have to leave me?"

Alexis looks at the silver urn containing the remnants of her sister's ashes that she and Ned managed to scoop up from the ground after it had fallen, while she was angrily trying to give it to Sonny, and she bursts into tears.

"Oh Kristina!" sobs Alexis. "Why didn't I just tell you the truth about my baby in the first place? If I had only told you that Sonny was the father of my baby in the beginning, then you would never have been at his warehouse, and you would still be here with me! Kristina, I miss you so much! Why did you leave me? I don't think that I can get through this pregnancy without you!"

Suddenly Alexis realizes that she has a pounding headache, and she goes to the bathroom to get an aspirin. When she opens the medicine cabinet, an idea suddenly occurs to her and she immediately starts hurriedly pulling out as many pill bottles as she can, and sets them in a row, on the bathroom counter, next to a new, sharp, straight razor blade.

"I'm sorry!" Alexis croons, rubbing her stomach. "I am so sorry for doing this to us. But I just can't go on, anymore. I don't know how I am going to live without Kristina in my life. After all she went through to find me, look what I did to her. Its all my fault Kristina is dead. If it weren't for me, she would never have been at Sonny's warehouse when it blew up, and I just cannot live with that. I am SO sorry, Little One!"

Holding the straight razor in one hand, Alexis scoops up the bottles of pills in her arms, and takes them into the living room. She empties the pills into a pile on the coffee table setting the razor blade down next to it, then she fills up a tall glass with water in the kitchen, and walks back into the living room. Alexis puts the glass of water down on the coffee table, next to the pills, and sitting down on the sofa, she rolls up her sleeves, picks up the razor blade, and starts haphazardly slitting her wrist, as hard and deep as she possibly can. Blood immediately starts gushing out in spurts. With blood dripping from her wrist, Alexis picks up the glass of water and starts swallowing pills as fast as she can. She keeps gulping them down. First, one at a time, then two at a time, four at a time, and finally a handful at a time.

After she finishes swallowing all the pills, Alexis leans backwards on the sofa, stretching out as she rubs her stomach tenderly, waiting for the massive loss of blood and the chemicals she ingested to take effect. She lets the dark blackness overtake her as she drifts in and out of consciousness.

Meanwhile, later that night, over at the penthouse, Sonny paces the floor in his pajamas, as he thinks about the day's events, recalling the harsh words that Alexis had said to and about him, at Kristina's memorial service. Though it hurt him immeasurably to hear the cruel things that came out of the mouth of sweet Alexis, his lost friend, and former lover, he knew that she was right. It was his dangerous lifestyle that had led to Kristina's death. Whoever planted the bomb in his warehouse, had done it to hurt HIM. Only an innocent person like Kristina had wandered in at the wrong time, had gotten caught in the cross-fire, and yet another life was extinguished. Alexis was right. What she said, though cruel, was true. Because of his lifestyle, people died around him. People he loved - like Lily, Brenda, his unborn children, his mother. They all died - for what? Because of the life he led?

For one of the few times in his life, Sonny deeply regretted his involvement in the mob, and its costing him someone who was very dear to him. He knew that Alexis hated him now, with a passion, holding him responsible for her sister's death - not that he blamed her. Because, even though he had NOTHING whatsoever to do with the explosion at his warehouse which killed Kristina, it was his dangerous lifestyle, that how ever indirectly, had contributed to her demise. Sonny knew that although nothing that he could say or do would ever bring Kristina back, he had to apologize to Alexis, get her to understand, and accept that Kristina's death was not his fault, and try to make things right with her again. He was desperate to get back into her good graces, despite knowing that no matter what he said or did, it would sound trite, because nothing could make up for the loss of her sister, in such a tragic way. Still as hard as it would be, Sonny knew that he had to go to Alexis's apartment, and express his regret, and remorse to her in person, face to face...

To Be Continued...