Ah another Rockman fic from yours truly ^-^. I hope this one goes over better then the first one *rubs the back of her head* Yes its Yaoi and yes the Pairing is Rock/Forte. And yes coming from me its full of Angst ^-^. Please review! ^-^

Happiness it was an odd concept for Forte. His own happiness. So much so that he wasn't even sure IF he really was happy now. 3 months, that's how long it had been since his whole life had turned upside down. 3 months of being away from Wiley and 3 months of being with Rock. The first part went amazingly fast. Rock and he and been engaged in one of there many senseless battles. It was about the time that Rock would start in on his whole friendship lecture. That is why Forte was stunned when Rock just stopped middle battle and recalled his armor.

Rock never wanted to fight but he wasn't one to just give up like that. Forte yelled at him to get his armor back on and get back to the battle but Rock's faces just looked up at him. What was there frightened Forte. He had never seen such an expression on the bot's face before. There was no emotion and his eyes had gone dull.

"No I don't think I will." He said with out a tone there to go with it.

Forte was pissed needless to say. "Fine if you wish death so much I will bring it to you!"

With that a streak of black zoomed down to the waiting figure. Rock opened his arms looking as an acceptance of death to come. But as Forte reached Rock the bot sprung into action. He dodged Forte's advance and spun around quick enough to pin the younger on the ground.

Forte stared up at Rock and growled. He tried to force himself up but couldn't under the Blue Bomber's weight. Rock just looked sullenly down at Forte.

"I will probably die here soon and I don't mind I've lived long enough. But before I go there is one thing I must do. Something I've wanted to do for a long time." Said Rock.

Before Forte could process his words his mental process was interrupted but a quite nice sensation. It took him another moment to realize this sensation was Rock kissing him. He felt like responding to it. But before he could Rock pulled back and ended the kiss.

"You can kill me now." Rock said as he placed a hand on Forte's right cheek.

That's when something inside Forte snapped. He suddenly felt like he had woken up from a very bad dream. He didn't want to kill Rock, but he did want to make Wiley pay for what he had done and made him do to him. He wasn't quite sure of his emotions then but he sure as hell wasn't killing Rock anytime soon.

His eyes narrowed in anger and Rock took it as a sign that he was about to be killed and closed his eyes. Forte's expression softened. Did Rock really wish to die that much? His heart twisted but hell until a minute ago he hadn't realized he even had one. He was scared and confused but he knew something he had to do.

He closed the gap between he and Rock once more and kissed him once more. His hands on the side of Rock's face were soon to follow. Rock was obviously surprised at Forte's advances but wasn't going to protest this turn of events. He fiercely kissed Forte back.

That night Rock lost his innocence and Forte never set foot in Skull Fortress again. Though the new relationship took some time for others to grow accustom too.

Like one older brother named Blues. Rock had told Dr. Light and Roll of Forte's change of heart but not of the relationship they currently had. He did not however inform his dear brother because well he hadn't seen him a while.

That is why when Blues dropped by unexpected early in the morning to wake Rock up and go out for a day on the town he was stunned. The sight nearly made him die of a heart attack at first and he wasn't even human. His second emotion was confusion and then came the anger and rage. What had Forte done to Rock?

Both were still fast asleep and entangled in each others arms. Obviously naked under the sheets which were threatening to expose them if they moved the wrong way. Fortes arms were wrapped possessively around Rock's waist.

Talk about uncomfortable situations to wake up too. It took all of Rock's skills to keep Blues from killing Forte on the spot. Then the explanation of the true depth of their relationship that Blues made him tell to Dr. Light and Roll. Hell Forte didn't think Rock's cheeks had turned all the way back from the red after that.

Forte was honesty surprised at how easily they accepted it. But then he reminded himself that this was Dr Light and his family not Dr Wiley who would have destroyed Forte himself for carry such an "abnormality" as being homosexual. Forte honestly felt better about everything after the Lights found out. For the first time in his life he was truly being his open self and was accept by those around him.

This was the life Forte had always wanted. Fate had handed it to him on a silver platter as well. But Fate isn't always so kind.

It was a cold December that year, and the snow fall had covered much of the city and the country side. Since Forte had left his ranks Dr. Wiley had been silent. Though the only one this worried at all was Dr. Light.

Forte had never experienced winter in such a way as he had then.

"Rock I'm not sure about this." Said Forte looking at Rock nervously.

"Oh common its fun." Replied Rock cheerily

"What if we get sick." Forte questioned.

"We are Bioroids its got to get a lot colder then this snow to effect us But if your really worried I'm sure Blues would let you borrow one of his scarfs." Said Rock snickering.

Forte got a bit defensive. "What the point?"

Rock stood up and put his arms around his lover's waist. Rock whispered in his ear. "To have fun."

Forte leaned in and kissed his neck before replying "I know plenty of other this to do that are a lot more fun."

"Snow angels first, sex later." Said Rock in a heavy voice.

"You promise?" Forte's voice full of mock hope.

Rock nodded and pulled Forte down into the snow.

It was after dark when they left the park to head back to the Light compound. They walked slowly, hand and hand, with Rock close to Forte's chest.

This is when Fate decided to step in and pull a few strings.

A high pitch scream erupted from the building Rock and Forte were walking past. There heads both shot towards the building. They moved to go inside but then there was a crash. An object was falling from a 5th story window right towards Rock. Rock just froze staring at it as it fell. In a split second Forte pushed Rock out of the way and then his whole world went black.

The first thing Forte realized as he woke up was how cold and hard the surface he was on was. He felt stiff but there was no pain. He opened his eyes and saw black. He had begun to think that the accident had taken his vision.

"Rock." He called in a nervous voice.

He heard movement. Then a small light came on. Maybe he wasn't blind.

"Rock is that you?" he called again.

"I'm sorry no I'm not Rock." Said a pained voice.

"Blues? Where's Rock is he ok?" said Forte panicking. His limbs protested as he sat up.

"I'm sorry Forte Rock's been dead for over 10 years." Said Blues as he stepped into the light.

Blue's well known scarf was gone. Along with his helmet and visor. Reminded Forte of exactly how much like Rock the elder robot looked. But at the moment he didn't care.

"It can't can't be dead..how?" said Forte, tears threatening to spill out his eyes.

"No one knows exactly what happened that night. You and Rock were gone for hours. I finally went looking for you about four in the morning. I never found him. You were finally found about 3 months ago. I didn't think you would ever wake up. Do you remember anything at all?" said Blues.

Forte closed his eyes and replayed what he remember to Blues. He felt ashamed that he couldn't be of more help. But then a light sparked in his eyes.

"If I'm alive maybe Rock is still too. Maybe he's out there cold and alone." Said Forte.

Blues shook his head. "He's dead Forte." He chocked out.

Forte grabbed at Blues. "How can you have such little faith in him your own brother." He growled.

"Yes Blues you should have more faith in me. And stop telling lies about my demise." Said a cold cutting voice.

Blues froze. "Get out of here you demon. You are not my brother."

Forte looked as the figure approached. The first thing he saw where the legs. They were a purplish color. He realized that it was blue armor covered in blood stains. No he didn't want to see anymore.

The figure could now be fully seen. The body of Rock stood before him. All of his once blue armor had been dyed the horrid purple with blood. His face was they only place not marred by it for even his hair carried a tint of it and he carried the odor. But what was on his face was worst of all. A feral grin was there and red eyes wide with that of insanity.

"Oh no hug Blues I'm crushed." Said Rock.

"Go run." Said Blues to Forte but he shock his head.

"Hello there dear glad to see your awake." Said Rock to Forte with a bit of laughter in his voice. "Now I get to kill you too."

"No Rock." Said Forte as tears formed in his eyes. "What happened to you."

Forte made a move to get near him but Blues stuck his arm out. "No he's serious. He'll kill you."

"What happened to me? The best thing in the world that's what." Said Rock and he raised his buster to fire at Forte and Blues.

"Common now." Said Blues grabbing Forte's arm and dragging him out.

Forte protested but his limbs still weak from his 10 year sleep didn't offer much resistance.

Once outside the building Blues teleported them out of the area.

They landed in the middle of a field.

Forte sank to his knees. He did even notice as Blues opened a small hatch.

Blues looked at Forte and sighed. That wasn't how he wanted Forte to find out. Not that soon. Right now though Forte need to rest. In his state he didn't notice Blues reaching around to his port and turning him off. His body slumped and Blues picked him up and carried him down into the hatch had just opened.

End of this chapter. ^-^ Plz be nice and review ^-^. It really helps motivate the authress lol.