Disclaimer:
Yami no Matsuei belongs to Matsushita Yoko.

Beautiful

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"You're so beautiful," he said,
and it was new to me
because no one had said that before.

The way they kept pushing me away
I knew I was ugly.
And I had longed to be beautiful
so they would love me.

"You're so beautiful," he said,
then he killed me.

If that was the price of beauty
I'd rather not be beautiful.

But I couldn't choose.

I was beautiful after all
but still they wouldn't love me.
Or could he have lied to me?

He killed me.
But I have thirteen lives.

And this life, too,
I can't choose.
I am this ugly existence
over and over again...

But they don't matter anymore
he doesn't matter anymore.

I am beautiful after all
As they love me now.

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