I have it in the pit of my stomach

It stays there when I am alone

It stays there when I think I am useless

It stays there a will until I die

When I die it will live

It is fear

Fear of pain

Fear of sadness

Fear of death

Fear of fear

It is strange

Why do I feel this?

Is it because I am worthless?

Is it because I have done nothing with me life?

Is it because I can do more with my life?

I cross my legs, hoping to get rid of it

But it only increases the feeling

As is grows

I fell weaker and even more useless

I close my eyes to try and Shield my self from the pain

But its still there

It won't go away

Ever.