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Prof. Denka was the first to open the cell, as Dr. Dowasure refused to get near it and Dr. Kagakusha was studying the area around the door for signs of escape attempts.
When the three entered, they were in for a surprise.
Dr. Kagakusha immediately gravitated to the pool on the ground. Staring at it, she nodded slowly. Hana's voice was speaking.
"Blood...no doubt from slashed wrists of some kind...most likely...healed fairly swiftly after the cuts..."
"Dr. Kagakusha, I think this is a little more important." Prof. Denka looked at M-2 Specimen C, who was leaning against the wall. Dr. Kagakusha finally joined him.
C was leaning quietly, his hands in his lap, his eyes closed. He also was not breathing, his heart was not beating, nor did he show any response to any touches, shakes, or prods.
"Is he dead?"
"I don't know..."
"We should check his brainwaves out." Dr. Kagakusha suggested. "That could help us identify for sure whether or not he's dead."
Dr. Dowasure was trembling. "He died...right here...this is all my fault, I should have fed him-"
"It's not your fault." Prof. Denka spoke with a stern voice that immediately stopped Dr. Dowasure's. "Listen, I want you to go back to whatever you were doing and try and forget this happened, okay? Me and Kagakusha will take care of this."
"Is he dead?"
"Most likely not." Prof. Denka led the small doctor out of the room. "Go ahead, we'll take care of it. Trust us."
As soon as Dr. Dowasure was gone, Dr. Kagakusha stared at him.
"You know as well as I do that he's dead."
"We have no positive-"
"He's dead. He's got enough of the signs. In fact, he's got more characteristics of death then most dead people do. Why'd you tell Dr. Dowasure to leave?"
"Didn't you see his face? He obviously can't handle the idea of something dying here under HIS care...we can't let him know about this, he'll fall apart."
"Hmmph."
"So what do we do with him?"
"We might as well just throw him out." Dr. Kagakusha's voice was still not Namida's, but a slightly more strong version of Hana's. Prof. Denka wasn't sure whether or not is was Nokori, who appeared only rarely, but it only lasted for a second. "If he's dead, he has no use to us."
"Fine. We'll throw him out." Prof. Denka took one of C's arms while Dr. Kagakusha took the other. They dragged the limp form down the hall. "Although this seems rather wasteful to me."
"We can always make another one if you're so desperate." Namida's voice came back with a vengeance after they left the room. "You shouldn't get too attached. After all, he is replacable."
Ganbare, watashitachi no chiisai kodocha...
Chotto no aida...nemute, Cy-chan...
Ganbare, watashitachi no chiisai kodocha...
Anata wa watashitachi no kodocha...
Mamoru to chikatta...
Watashidomo mamoru to chikatta...
Shitachi wa anata wo horeru...
Shitachi wa shiru anata wo ainiueru...
Shitachi wa anata wo setsuai...
Cy-chan...
Aishiteru...
Shitachi no Kodocha...
A old song rambled about his mind, the words disjointed and disconnected, having lost almost all meaning. He could identify simple words...but the meaning of the song was lost to him in his current state.
Although M-2 Specimen B was remaining strangely quiet, he was still tormented by the fact that he was unable to exit the strange mental world he had entered. Cyrus tried as hard as he could to snap the link he had started, but now that it had connected it did not seem to want to let go.
He couldn't feel much of anything except things that he knew, or thought he knew, were long lost memories.
The song, for one, was one that had been imprinted in his mind deeply. As usual with Cyrus, he rarely remembered encounters fully, instead only reliving feelings and catching glimpses of what he knew must have been what happened. That was what had happened with the song. He recalled feeling content and happy when he heard the song, feeling safe and warm, all feelings that he rarely felt. Because of that, he tried to keep the song running about in his mind for as long as possible, focusing on the melody and the words. He used to know what they meant, but any knowledge of Japanese was lost to him now.
But he could guess what it meant from what he remembered.
He remembered someone holding him...it may have been Rick...much as someone would have held a small child. He had never been held in such a way. Contact like that was unknown to him. Thus, feeling it for the first time was overwhelming and he had felt a surge of satisfaction rise so powerfully within him that he shocked him. He remembered someone else, most likely Daniel, stroking his hair while the two were singing to him.
Remembering such things hurt him, but he could also feel the satisfaction he felt at that point coming back to him. One of the few pleasures he truly remembered was the simple feeling of leaning against Rick's chest, feeling the vibration as he sang the soft song, which he knew what meant so long ago, but had lost all meaning to him...or had it...?
Why did it have to turn out the way it did? His thoughts wandered as the song played through him. Why couldn't he have been happy? With all he had ever been through, was that one pleasure to be denied him as well? What had he done so wrong that would lead him to kill two people that he loved? What kind of dark, inner demon propelled him to keep living, to cause the deaths of his parents? Why did this have to happen to him, someone who had suffered deep pain and torment during his short and brief life? Were there Gods toying with him somehow? Was he simply some kind of tool of amusement, doomed never to find fulfillment?
Why couldn't he remember things correctly...
Why was the meaning of the words eluding him...
Why was he running away from everything?
Why SHOULD he have to run away?
Anger began to flow through him. He had as much a right to be here as anyone. Sure, let those outside tell him to give up, let them tell him he was nothing close to human, let them tell him what they wanted in an effort to bring him down. He had a right to live, even if he had been brought into the world artificially. He had a right to live...he had parents...and he had a song...all for himself...
He had a right to live...
Why should he question his life?
Why should he ask himself questions that had no answers and would only torment them until they were solved in some kind of miracle? Foolishness. He should concern himself with what was happening in the present, not what might happen nor why it happened. He was alive and that was all that mattered. That was all that should matter. He would continue living, even if it was just to show the whole world that he should.
Even if it was just to prove that Rick and Daniel hadn't wasted their lives...
Keep trying...
Words began to click in his mind.
Our little child...
He could feel crystal forming around his eyes and forced it away, keeping to his previous promise.
For just a little while...
Pain shot through him. Words regained meaning.
Sleep...Cy-chan...
Cyrus closed what felt like his eyes and tried to obey the command, finding himself slipping further away, to where he did not know.
Darkness...metal...
Was he back?
He shot upwards, finding his head banging against something that was also metal. Cursing loudly, he rubbed the sore spot, looking around him. It was generally dark, but it didn't take him too much effort to realize where he was.
A dumpster.
"What th' ^$# ?" He looked around, confused. He brushed himself off as much as possible and tried to stand, but the unstable surface made that difficult.
Also, his headache was back. And it had brought reinforcements.
Cursing under his breath, he pushed up the lid to the dumpster, looking about him. As far as he could tell, there was no one even remotely near him. He smiled to himself as he slid out onto the floor, his feet making no noise.
"So, done with me, are you? Good, 'cause 'm done with you, that's for #^#$in' sure. See you in ^#$, y'^#$ er's. But even if I do, it'll be too #^ #in' soon."
Cyrus looked and noted the hole he had once blasted into the wall in a panic had been roughly patched up somehow and there was a guard in front of it. With almost no emotion, Cyrus reached for his gun, brought it up, and fired.
It took several minutes for him to realize that he didn't have his gun.
Still swearing, he began to rummage about the dumpster.
"C'mon, y#$^#er's, what use would y'have for m'gun, anyway? Y'must've thrown it out somewhere around here. C'mon, baby, I know yer in here. C'mon..."
His search did prove successful as he managed to glimpse the barrel of his gun protruding through the refuse. Ignoring it, he pulled the gun out joyfully. Wiping it off, he examined it thoroughly.
"#^#$...removed all th'bullets. #^#$ them."
Sighing, he tucked it into his pocket, his normal holster missing. "Well, looks like 'm goin' t'have t'wing it from here..."
Putting his hands together, he began to focus. "Never done this before..."
With great effort, he managed to control the energy that naturally ran through him to concentrate between his hands. This was made more difficult then it might have been considering his headache only seemed to intensify when he tried to concentrate. Straining to keep it under control, he flung the collection of energy towards the guard that was standing, oblivious."But first time for everythin'."
The guard collapsed silently. Moving quickly, Cyrus dashed for the wall he had once broken. Studying it quickly, he pressed his hand against and accessed his anger once more, causing the mortar to crumble in front of him. Running through the re-opened hole, he was shocked to find that it was snowing.
He had learned about snow from Rick and Daniel, but he had never truly experienced it. Assuming it was the same as running on ground, he continued to run, wondering how long he had been captive and how long it would take for the scientists to realize he was gone.
He didn't care. He wished they didn't as well.
He was suspicious of love now...as far as he knew it hurt people...it had killed two people already...and that was just for him. How much more could it kill? How dangerous was love anyway? Why did it still exist if it only caused pain?
Angrily forcing these thoughts from his mind, Cyrus ran in the frigid cold, surprised at the now icy winds that ripped through his thin frame, ignoring the fact that his clothing was getting caught on bushes and thorns, his entire sleeve almost torn off by one particularly thorny branch. He wasn't going to try and figure out his existence anymore. Leave that to those who only have self-pity and hate left in their miserable lives, like B. He didn't have self-pity, because he knew who he was.
He knew who he was and what he had done and he was going to move on and continue with his life, because that was what he had been given and life never gave a second chance. He wasn't going to give up now.
He knew who he was.
He was Cyrus.
The son of Rick and Daniel.
The product of three...only three scientists. At least, physically.
He was Cyrus.
He cursed as something with sharp prickles slashed across his face, causing blood to run into his strange, mysterious eyes.
He knew what he wanted, he knew who he was. The only thing he didn't know was where he was going. But that could be fixed.
Another branch struck him across the face, but he forced the pain away through sheer determination. As if running was all he could do. He poured almost all his energy into keeping his legs moving, even though he wasn't touching the ground.
He was Cyrus.
A sharp pain, almost like someone had stabbed a dagger through his head, shot through his temples. He cursed loudly, almost shouting because of the simple fact that he could.
Yes, he was Cyrus...he knew that.
He also knew he had wanted to live a normal life...like a normal person, which he was not. But now...
Now he also knew he needed a drink. And a cigarette. He smiled grimly at his own thoughts.
"Just so I don't #^$ in' lose my #^$#."
The End
(Author's Note: This took me ferever ta finish. ^_^o It totally spun outta my control. ^_^o Ah well...Cyrus sure has a past, don't he? He's so darn cool. ^_^ Hee hee. I feel bad fer killin off Rick and Daniel tho...I liked them...they were cute...^_^ Why is it that gay guys are so cute? I have no idea. ^_^ Ah well...poor Cyrus...)