Someday
//How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables.//
It was lovely Sunday morning, the sun was shining and the birds were
whistling, children were running around playing with each other. Laughter
filling the air, parents softly talking to each other, keeping a watchful
eye on the their respective children.
Heero, enjoying the wonderful day, smiled at them walking on the other side
of the street, he waved at them but didn't get a wave back he shrugged
figuring they didn't see him too busy playing. Stopping at his apartment
building he looked up and smiled happily knowing his lover was waiting for
him. He had to work late yesterday and decided to sleep in his car just be
safe, knowing his lover was probably worried sick he quickly made his way
inside.
When he got there, he noticed his door was slightly ajar, he shook his head
knowing Duo forgot to lock it properly once again. Once he got inside he
was met with a sight he wasn't expecting; Duo was sitting at the kitchen
table holding his head between his hands crying his eyes out, agonizing
sobs filled the apartment making Duo's shoulders shake with the force of
it. Heero dropped his keys and coat and quickly made his way to Duo,
feeling guilty for not calling him and making his lover cry like that. He
crouched down next to Duo, trying too look him in the eyes but Duo never
looked up once,
//I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
Don't think its too late
Nothing's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will//
"Duo, what wrong? I'm right here, I'm okay. I'm sorry for not calling you
but I was really tired and decided to sleep in my car. It's not the first
time right? Please stop crying, I can't stand it if you cry. Please Duo
please.." Pleaded Heero but he only got sobs and tears as an answer.
Not knowing what to do Heero stood up, coming closer wanting to hold Duo,
but just when he was going to hug him, Duo quickly stood up moving away,
bumping the table tipping his glass of milk over. Heero quickly straitened
in shock, watching the glass of milk roll of the table and crashing down
the floor spilling milk everywhere. Lifting his eyes back to Duo, who was
holding the paper reading something, crying the whole time.
"Why Heero why?" whispered Duo softly,
Not knowing what Duo meant, Heero plopped down in the chair opposite of the
one Duo was occupying only moments before. He kept staring at Duo whose
sobs filled the air. Suddenly Duo turned around and Heero looked at him
patiently waiting for him to speak but Duo only looked around the
apartment, nodding once putting the paper down and then making his way to
the bedroom. Heero quickly stood up following Duo not liking the look in
his lovers eyes.
//Someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when//
Once in the bedroom, Duo took a suitcase and began throwing stuff in:
clothes, brushes, soap, towels. Heero entered shocked at what Duo was
doing, he made his way to Duo in a panic,
"Duo, what are you doing? Duo? Are you leaving? Are you leaving me? Duo,
please, I'm really sorry! It won't happen again, I'll even quit the job and
be with you more often, please Duo reconsider. Duo!?" yelled Heero
frantically but it seemed Duo was simply ignoring him, throwing stuff in
the suitcase sniffing loudly now and then. When he finished he snapped the
suitcase closed with a loud click. Making his way to the living room, Duo
took his coat from the rack and put it on.
//Well I hoped that since we're here anyway
We could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up staying
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror.//
"Duo, please... STOP! I LOVE YOU! Please Duo, stay!" continued Heero but he
could as well be talking to a wall for he got no answer what so ever. He
stopped in horror as Duo picked up his suitcase walking towards the door.
"Duo, PLEASE!" screamed Heero and Duo stopped at the kitchen table standing
I the little puddle of milk he spilled earlier. Heero looked up hopefully
but Duo only picked up the paper reading it once again, tears streaming
down his face and then he got mad and threw the paper across the room with
a loud shout before heading towards the door leaving milky footsteps all
the way. Heero stood in the apartment shocked and alone, snapping out of
his trance he ran trough the muddle of milk and out of the door towards his
lover, never noticing the didn't leave any footprints behind.
//Nothing's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will//
Duo in the meantime ran down the stairs, out of the building and towards
his car. He opened the black jeep and threw in his suitcase, getting inside
and slamming the door just as Heero ran outside. Heero looked around seeing
Duo in his black jeep he ran in front of it, looking inside he saw Duo
leaning on the wheel hot tears running down his cheeks. Quickly running to
Duo door he began banging on the window, yelling for Duo.
"Duo, please open the door! DUO! OPEN THE DOOR! PLEASE!"
//Someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)//
But Duo began crying harder and harder, his sobs making his small frame
shake and shudder, sniffing loudly he turned the ignition and slowly drove
away. Heero's eyes looked shocked when he saw Duo drive away but he wasn't
going to let his lover go without a fight and started running after Duo's
jeep as fast as he could. Duo looked in his rear mirror towards his
apartment seeing nothing and no one, he drove faster wanting to get away
from it all. Duo sniffed whipping his eyes never seeing the light jump to
red.
//How the hell did we wind up like this
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Lets rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror.//
Heero saw Duo riding faster and he became more determent to catch him,
running like he never ran before. He saw the light jump to red and noticed
Duo wasn't stopping, he yelled at him to stop but it was too late, when Duo
crossed the road a truck hit him from the right at high speed, making his
car spin and topple over, coming to a halt several meters away. People
close by began yelling and screaming for the paramedics, coming closer
trying to see if everyone was okay.
//Nothing's wrong
just as long as
you know that someday I will.//
Heero stood rooted to the spot looking at the mangled car of his lover,
tears streaming down his face, silently blaming himself, when suddenly Duo
appeared from the wreckage, his hair loose and flowing in the wind behind
him, smiling widely at him. Heero held his breath not daring to believe
what he was seeing. No one noticed a thing, when the two lovers stopped in
front of each other, whipping away each others tears, smiling before slowly
leaning in and kissing each other and holding each other close. Today's
paper flowed by saying:
"TRAGIC CAR ACCIDENT KILLS EX-GUNDAM PILOT: HEERO YUY!
"I love you" they muttered at the same time before slowly walking away,
ready to spent eternity by each others side.
//Someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
gonna make it alright but not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
I know you're wondering when//
THE END
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