This is my first ever attempt at a shounen-ai fic, so please don't flame me, or at least be gentle. It's of one of my favorite Gundam Wing pairings, and there's nothing graphic at all. I hope you enjoy it! Please review! ____________________________________________________________________________ __

Heero sighed, lying awake in bed. He stared at the ceiling, listening to his lover's soft breathing. 'I wonder...' he thought, focusing on the ceiling fan that was spinning slowly on the lowest setting. 'I wonder...if he really cares... He may say so...but does he really...love me?' He closed his eyes, thinking back to times before to see if he could prove that the spoken feelings were true.
He had been there to help when the suicidal pilot had needed it. They had seen most things on the same views. He had even proctected him.
But...what did that prove?
Heero twisted slightly, resting a hand on the sleeping boy's warm chest. He had given himself to him...but that didn't necessarily mean anything...except that they had both been dying to get off, perhaps... Heero thought harder and deeper. 'Does he feel the same...?' he closed his eyes again and began to slip into dreams of the past.

You are always there for me... Even when I get mad or say something that I probably shouldn't... You never give up on me. Sure, you're gorgeous...your hair...and your eyes...and the way you smile...and everything about you...but I love you for more than that... I love you because you're my only hope... You keep me going... But what have I done for you?

"Heero?" came the all-too-familiar voice over the A/V system. His picture appeared on the screen before the Japanese boy. "Is everything okay? You never checked in like you said you would when you retrieved the Wing Zero from the capsule." He looked somewhat worried, but his facial expression was overall calm.
"I'm sorry," Heero replied in his normal cold tone. "I'm concentrating on getting to Earth before Mariemaia decides to murder Relena."
"Oh..." The boy fell silent for a moment. "Well, I'm glad everything's fine... Hurry so we can get to...Relena..." He paused at Relena's name, obviously bitter toward the girl. "Will we see each other after we save her?"
Heero nodded. "Don't worry. I won't stay with her for long. Just enough to get get her safe." He watched as the pilot on the other end of the connection nodded. "You know, I'm just doing this to keep all of those innocent people alive. I don't care about Relena."
"I...I know..." came the light reply. The boy smirked. "I'll see you." The screen went black.

Trust your emotions... Easier said than done... I think he loves me...I hope... I know I love him... Who cares anyway...? ...I do...stupid question... Without him...without him...I'm nothing... I was always nothing...until I met him...

Watching as two of the four Gundams now in the area fought, Heero grimaced. "Dammit..." he muttered. He glared at the image that popped up on his A/V. "What do you want? If you don't get out of my way, I'll kill you."
"Go ahead..." the stranger replied. "I just wanted you to be careful. This battle might get a bit out of hand, and you're close enough now for a painful impact... But go ahead and kill me. I've got no reason to live." The screen faded.
Heero glanced out of his monitor to see the boy's Gundam just standing there, waiting for the blow. Heero decided to kill him off. He was about to make the Wing Gundam grab its Buster Rifle when a shout stopped him.
"Haven't you guys gotten tired of these meaningless battles yet?"

I am tired of this. If he didn't love me just as I love him, why would he stay with me when there's nothing I can give him...? That's right! I...love him... I've never told him that before...

Heero opened his eyes slowly, looked over his lover's side to his face, and turned him onto his back. He then laid down on top of the brown- haired boy, putting his cheek against his chest. "Hey..."
The boy grunted slightly, then opened his eyes a little. "Heero...?"
Prussian blue eyes closed, Heero pulled himself forward and passionately kissed the man he loved so dearly. He then pulled back, looked into his beautiful green eyes, and admitted what he had never said aloud to anyone, not even himself. "I love you, Trowa Barton..."

**Owari**

I think it was okay for a first try. I hope you liked it! Sorry it was so short! ^^;; I love that pairing. The title's kinda corny, I know... Sorry. *sighs* Oh well. Please review! And thanks for reading my first every shounen-ai fanfic, minna-san! Love ya!

~*- Akira Kinryu -*~