Dawn still dreams of that night on the tower. Every night she relives Buffy throwing herself off the rickety building to save her. A selfless sacrifice, one of millions, but this one intended to be the last. And now she's back, pretending everything is fine, while nothing is. Dawn was made from Buffy, and she feels what her sister feels. And the pain is almost unbearable.

Dawn had planned to have died on the tower that night, and almost a year after, she still wished she had.