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A/N: First of all, I want to say my thanks to my reviewers—individually…
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Yes, this is the last installment of my story—Destined To Be Together… No more continuation, okay?
Disclaimer: Still, I don't own Inuyasha! Poor me… T-T (I already love this face! So useful! Thanks Cutie Blossom!)
There are two songs in this chapter. They aren't mine either. One's from Leigh something (I forgot) and the other's from Anastasia's soundtrack. Please enjoy them!
REMINDER: You better prepare some tissue paper before reading this… You might cry… I cried while typing this fluff T-T… Really very touching… This chapter is a possible continuation (sort of) of Episode 48 of Inuyasha. I love that chapter!
Chapter 2
Destiny SealedKagome stared at the ceiling as she lay on her bed. Her mind filled with thoughts about Inuyasha.
"Why did I tell him to choose?.! How can I be so stupid?" Kagome thought. "The place where I truly belong…" A sad smile appeared on her lips. "I know that Inuyasha's priority is Kikyou. He already told me that he has to save her and I understand that. I still chose to stay because I wanted to be with him always—even though I know that he chose Kikyou." Memory of Inuyasha's look when he was about to say farewell to Kagome flashed inside her head. "Am I expecting him to change his choice and choose me instead? He wouldn't do that. He loves Kikyou. Why will he choose me? Kikyou's always better than me. Maybe if I didn't look so much like her, I wouldn't be compared to her that much..." She closed her eyes for a while, hoping that it would ease the stinging pain in her eyes. But it didn't lessen the pain, only made her see Inuyasha more at the back of her mind. "I don't want to hear that answer again. I don't want to know that I'm just second best… Maybe I can pretend that I didn't talk to him a while ago… Maybe I can still stay with him… Maybe, it's better not to know his answer." She closed her eyes tight once more. "I'm such a coward. I don't want Inuyasha to leave me. I can't bear that. I want to stay with him—that will never change. But, will he still stay with me the moment Kikyou asks him to come with her?" Tears started to trickle down her cheeks but she didn't do anything to stop them. A picture of Inuyasha walking away from her flashed in her mind. "No, he will not stay this time… I'm going to lose Inuyasha." She thought sadly, her heart crumbling into pieces more than the Shikon no Tama.
Inuyasha was back in his usual place up on the tree. His eyes stared into the stars above him while his mind concentrated on the things that had been said during his fight with Kagome. He had to choose only one. The person who completely held his heart… Who was it?
"Kagome…" Inuyasha thought. "She's been enduring so much pain just to be with me. I want her to stay with me but…" A picture of Kikyou standing all alone came into view. The sadness in her eyes was unbearable for Inuyasha. "Kikyou is also suffering because of me. She chose to die just to be with me. I can't leave her alone." He looked away from the sky and looked down on Kaede's cottage. "Kagome knows that I have decided. But maybe she's endured too much that she wants to give up already… I need to save Kikyou. That's why…" He closed his eyes shut. "Forgive me, Kagome." Instantly, his heart was filled with searing pain.
Inuyasha stood in front of Kagome, his hands clenched on his sides.
"Kagome…" Inuyasha couldn't continue anymore. His heart felt like it was being pierced with a purifying arrow over and over again. Kagome's face looked so sad and in pain. "I have to say this now…" He thought as the pain increased immensely. "Kagome… I-I choose… Kikyou." And Inuyasha thought the pain would go away once he had said those words but the pain only intensified. It was impossible to make the pain vanish.
The smell of tears began to fill the air. Kagome was staring at Inuyasha's eyes somberly as tears trickled down her once cheerful brown eyes.
"Kagome. She's crying again…" Inuyasha thought, clenching his fists tighter. He wanted to hug Kagome to comfort her but if he did that, he wasn't sure if he'd ever let go of her again. "What can I do?" He asked in his mind. All of the ideas in his head seemed not enough to make Kagome feel better.
Inuyasha could see Kagome's mouth open slightly. "Inuyasha…" He heard his name escape from her lips. The tone of her voice was also sad and soft, like all her strength was slipping away from her.
"Inuyasha…" More tears dropped from her eyes. Her head was bowed, unable to look into Inuyasha's eyes.
Inuyasha couldn't stand the pain he was causing Kagome—and the pain he was experiencing too. "Maybe it's better if I leave her soon…" He thought as he turned his back. But before he could take a step forward, he felt Kagome's hands holding the sleeves of his haori.
"Don't go Inuyasha…" Kagome whispered.
More tears fell. Inuyasha could feel Kagome step forward, leaning her head on his back.
"Don't leave me, please…" She continued, sobbing even more on Inuyasha's back.
Inuyasha clenched his fists tighter. "Kagome, I need to go with Kikyou…" He wanted to say those words to Kagome but his voice didn't want to comply. He gently pulled his sleeves away from Kagome's grip and said the most painful words he wished he would not need to say anymore, "Sayonara, Kagome…" The pain inside Inuyasha's heart was overwhelming. Tears wanted to fall down but he stopped them. "This is my destiny…" Inuyasha thought, reminding himself that this was the right thing to do. "Destiny yearns us to part ways, Kagome. I must go with Kikyou…" He stopped walking away but he didn't turn his back to face Kagome. "But why does it feel wrong? Like it shouldn't be like this…"
Even though Inuyasha couldn't see Kagome's face, he knew that Kagome was still crying. The scent of her tears still hung in the air and he could hear her weeping. "Kagome, I don't want to leave you but…" Inuyasha said, remembering that Kikyou chose to die for him.
"Inuyasha…" Kagome whispered his name gently—like it would be the last time she'd say it.
He didn't know the reason but he suddenly turned around to look at Kagome once again. Her eyes were connected with his; both eyes looked unhappy—especially Kagome's.
The wind blew softly as the sun began to appear on the horizon. Kagome's tears still continued to fall but her eyes stayed fixed with his. "Please don't go…" She repeated pleadingly, eyes never leaving his golden eyes.
Inuyasha knew that it was too late to turn back. He needed to go with Kikyou that was why he chose her. It was his duty to protect her—but he needed to tell Kagome something. Something that he had finally realized.
"Kagome, I lo—"
"I love you, Inuyasha." Kagome said the words softly but clearly. "That will never change…"
"She loves me…too?" Inuyasha's mind asked. "Is destiny really cruel to separate me from the one I truly love? Is this really what destiny wishes for Kagome and me?"
Kagome walked closer to Inuyasha until she was finally face to face with him. Her tears glistened as they fell on her pale cheeks. "I respect your decision…" She said, raising her hand to touch Inuyasha's cheek. But her hand never reached Inuyasha's cheek anymore. She was gone.
"Kagome, wait!" Inuyasha said, searching for Kagome. "She can't just go like that! No!" Inuyasha shouted over and over in his mind.
But it was too late. She was gone—probably forever…
Inuyasha suddenly opened his eyes to find himself lying on a high branch of a tree. The sun had not yet completely risen. He slowly sat up, wiping the sweat on his forehead.
"A dream?" He asked to himself. Then he remembered the very subject of his dream. "Kagome!" He immediately leaped down and rushed towards Kaede's hut.
"Kagome!" Inuyasha shouted as he entered the hut.
Everyone in the hut was asleep—all of them except Kagome. Kagome was nowhere in the hut to be found.
"Where the hell did she go?" Inuyasha thought frantically.
"Inuyasha?" Kaede said, sitting up. "What are you doing here?"
"Kaede-babaa, where's Kagome?" Inuyasha asked. "Keh! That wench! Doesn't she know it's dangerous to go outside alone?.!"
"Inuyasha…" said Kaede, a look of disappointment on her face. "Kagome's gone. She left yesterday, don't you remember?"
Inuyasha's greatest fear had become a reality. Kagome was gone. "No! This can't be!" Inuyasha shouted in his mind. Immediately, he rushed into the forest—to the Bone-Eater's Well. He needed to talk to Kagome. "She told me she'd never leave… I'm going to drag her back here whatever happens!" Inuyasha thought with determination.
Gasping for air, he took the final jump to reach his destination. Landing smoothly on the ground, his eyes instantly saw a raven-haired girl sitting on the mouth of the well.
"Kagome!" Inuyasha said, relief flooding his heart.
Kagome turned to look at Inuyasha; her eyes gazed apologetically at him. "Sorry Inuyasha… I came back." She said in a whisper. "Although you told me not to come back here anymore, I still—"
"Stupid! When did I say such damn lies?.!" Inuyasha complained, walking towards Kagome. "I need you here! I don't want you gone!"
"But you told me that this was your desti—"
Inuyasha pulled Kagome in his arms and hugged her tightly. "I don't care if this is my destiny or not. If my destiny is to be with Kikyou, then I refuse to accept it! If this fucking destiny really wants us apart, then it needs to fight with me first! I'm not letting this damn destiny decide for me!" said Inuyasha, gently breaking the hug to look into Kagome's eyes. "I want to be with you, Kagome… I love you." He had finally said it. "At last, I got to tell her my feelings… Will she change her mind and just stay with me? I hope she will stay…" Inuyasha thought as he waited for Kagome's reply.
Kagome's eyes were deeply moved as it stayed fixed on Inuyasha's eyes. She opened her mouth and said, "Inuyasha, I …"
"Kagome!"
Inuyasha woke up at once upon hearing the sudden noise. He nearly fell to the ground if he hadn't regained his balance promptly.
"Blasted annoying kitsune!" Inuyasha cursed under his breath, looking at the direction of Kaede's hut. He raised his gaze to the risen glorious sun and thought, "Another dream?"
"I'm so glad you're back Kagome!" Inuyasha heard Shippou say joyfully.
He leaned back on the trunk of the tree and wondered, "If that damn little brat didn't cut my dream, what would Kagome have said? Would she have stayed?" Inuyasha's face became serious as he stared back down at the hut. "I wouldn't be able to take it if she'd leave me. I need her. Kagome's my life—my life will be worthless without her. She's the major purpose that I am fighting—I want to protect her. I can't bear to see her suffering anymore… Now, I understand why she chose to stay with me even though it means having to endure so much pain… And yes, I love her too." Inuyasha thought, changing the choice he had made last night. "Destined or not, I choose Kagome. Nothing can change that anymore…"
When he saw Shippou coming out of the hut, he quickly shifted his look and instead looked at the clear blue sky.
"Inuyasha!" He heard Shippou call out.
Inuyasha turned to look down at Shippou and said with his usual irritable tone, "What do you—" But his words suddenly melted away when his eyes saw Kagome standing below him. Their eyes were connected for a moment but Kagome quickly looked away. "Kagome?" Inuyasha wanted to say; unable to understand why she had looked away.
Kagome could still feel Inuyasha's gaze fixed on her. "No, I can't look at him. If I do, he'll tell me his choice and… he'll be leaving me. I can't bear that. I know I can't go back to my time; I told him that I wouldn't leave. But I don't want to know his choice… I'm afraid to know it. If I will know it, we'll never be the same… That's why I must avoid him—but for how long?" Kagome thought to herself, her heart aching terribly. "As long as possible, just so we can stay the same and I can be with him…" That was the answer she got in her heart.
"Inuyasha!"
Inuyasha snapped out of his thoughts and stopped looking at Kagome. "What?.!" He grumbled, glaring a little at Shippou.
"I said breakfast is ready!" Shippou replied, glaring back at him. "Didn't you hear me?"
"Keh! I'm not yet hungry!" Inuyasha said, folding his arms on his chest and looking away from him.
"I told you Kagome he'd just waste our time." Shippou said to Kagome, turning his back on Inuyasha.
Kagome looked up at Inuyasha but avoided his eyes. "Are we going to go shard hunting later?" Kagome asked.
"Yeah." Inuyasha said, looking at Kagome sideways. He noticed that Kagome was still not looking at him but instead, she was looking at something lying on the ground. "Those fucking flowers again." Inuyasha thought as he stared at the unnoticed article beside his tree.
Kagome looked away from the bouquet and said, "We'll just finish breakfast then we'll start preparing."
Inuyasha gave a short nod then watched as Kagome walked away. Never did she look at him in the eye anymore. She always avoided his eyes.
"Why?" Inuyasha asked under his breath. "Why won't she look at me?" He leaped down into the ground and bent down to pick up the bouquet lying on the dirt. He jumped back to his place on top of the tree and looked down at the flowers on his hand.
"How will I be able to tell her if she won't even look at me in the eye?" Inuyasha thought as a soft breeze went by. He loosened his clasp on the flowers and watched them as they began to be carried away by the wind. "Kagome, what are you thinking right now?"
After breakfast, the group went off once again to start their journey. Inuyasha chose to walk at the rear of the group to be able to think further—and to watch Kagome. On the other hand, Kagome preferred to stay on the front for one sole purpose—to avoid Inuyasha.
Kagome had been deep in thought ever since they had started walking. She didn't even notice Shippou looking at her curiously as he walked beside her. All she thought about was Inuyasha. "No, Inuyasha and I can never be the same again… If only I hadn't lost my temper with him last night, then we could have stayed…" Kagome thought sadly. "But somehow a part of my heart wants to know the answer… the part of me that is always brave—the part of me that always comes back to Inuyasha no matter how painful it may be. Maybe that part of me will be able to endure the pain when I hear Inuyasha say that he chooses Kikyou. I hope…" Then her foot suddenly bumped a rock that sent her flat on the ground.
"Itai!" Kagome cried, sitting up and rubbing her face.
"Kagome-chan, are you all right?" Sango asked worriedly as she helped Kagome stand up.
Kagome managed to smile a little to Sango and said, "Yes, I'm fine. Don't worry." Then she caught Inuyasha's eyes looking at her. This time she didn't look away.
"Keh!" Inuyasha scoffed, looking away immediately.
Kagome secretly smiled at Inuyasha. "But still some things do remain the same." She thought to herself. "Always pretending he doesn't care…"
The group continued their trek, finally relieved that the ambience was nearly back to normal.
Inuyasha was also grateful. Kagome didn't look away from him. That was a good sign, wasn't it? But throughout the afternoon, there was no improvement anymore. When they had stopped to eat their lunch, Kagome gave some ramen to him.
"Keh!" Inuyasha thought. "Probably to keep me away from her."
She would talk to him from time to time but she chose her words very well. She kept her distance from him and Inuyasha was getting more and more pissed off about it.
It was already dark. They decided to camp on the forest for the night. Inuyasha had made sure to himself that he was going to talk to Kagome once and for all. And this time—no more avoiding Inuyasha for Kagome.
Again, Kagome gave Inuyasha a cup of ramen. Inuyasha didn't object because he really loved to eat that thing. But it wasn't enough to keep him from Kagome forever… But then again, Kagome also got plenty of excuses to keep Inuyasha from talking to her.
Inuyasha was, as usual, lying on a high branch of a tree. He looked down at Kagome and saw her pulling a few things from her yellow bag.
"I'm going to study. So I hope nobody will interrupt me, okay?" Kagome said to no one in particular then sat down on a corner near the campfire. Her eyes tried very hard to adjust on the faint light given off by the burning fire. "Please let Inuyasha fall asleep. Please." She prayed in her mind repeatedly. Soon, she was able to adjust with the light so she read her notes silently to pass the time—and forget about Inuyasha.
Inuyasha just stayed on his post, finding Kagome very amusing to watch while she studied. Her eyes were shining ever so lovely as she tried to concentrate on her reading. Her face looked so calm and peaceful—not a trace of fear on her face. Her silky black hair flowing past her shoulders; she was simply beautiful. How he loved to have her in his arms forever. He wanted to stay with her for eternity. Then his sensitive ears caught a soft lovely sound coming from below him. Kagome was singing. It was pretty soft but Inuyasha could hear it perfectly because of his sharp hearing ability and he liked the sound of her voice very much.
"Been running from these feelings for so long,
Telling my heart I didn't mean it,
Pretending I was better off alone
But I know that it's just a lie
So afraid to take a chance again,
So afraid of what I feel inside…"
Kagome looked around and sighed. "Everyone's asleep. I wonder if Inuyasha is too…" She thought but never dared to look up in case Inuyasha was still wide-awake. Instead, she looked back at the piece of paper on her hand and smiled a little. It was the song she had written during one of her classes. Somehow, it reminded her of Inuyasha…
Inuyasha absorbed the lyrics of the song completely. "How come I never got to realize my feelings for her until now? Maybe I was blinded by my duty to Kikyou, or maybe I feared to take another chance… not wanting to get hurt again. But Kagome was always there for me no matter what happened, and her smile melted away all of my fears." Inuyasha thought, closing his eyes to listen further.
"But I need to be next to you
Oh I oh I
I need to share every breath with you
Oh I oh I
I need to know I can see your smile each morning
Look into your eyes each night
For the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you oh I
I need to be next to you
Need to be next to you."
Kagome closed her notebook and took a quick glance at the tree where Inuyasha was resting. Seeing that his eyes were closed, she smiled in relief. "He fell asleep at last." Kagome thought, standing up. "Maybe a short stroll will be good for me." She stretched her arms above her head and yawned. "Then, I'll sleep after that." She began to walk deeper into the forest, not knowing where she might end up.
"Stupid girl! Walking alone in a forest!" Inuyasha grumbled as he descended from his position. "Does she want to get herself killed?.!" Inuyasha said, swiftly going after Kagome.
It was just easy to follow her without her knowing it. Being human, her senses weren't as sharp as Inuyasha's and that, sometimes, had its advantages—like in this situation.
Kagome continued to wander through the forest, unaware of her follower. She caught a bright spot in the forest that really got her curious so she went there to see it.
"Wow!" Kagome gasped in astonishment as she found herself standing in a clearing. The clearing was truly lovely with a small lake in the middle of it. The surface of the lake glistened like a mirror as it reflected the black starry sky and the crescent moon hanging on it—almost like the real thing. Kagome walked closer towards it and looked at her own reflection on the water. She gently poked the surface, rippling the water and her reflection. "What a lovely place... Very relaxing." She said, sitting down on a rock near the lakeshore. She stared up at the moon above her and smiled. Subconsciously, she continued the song she had been singing a while ago.
"Right here with you is right where I belong
I lose my mind if I can't see you
Without you there's nothing in this life
That would make life worth living for
I can't bear the thought of you not there
I can't fight what I feel anymore…"
Inuyasha found Kagome sitting on a rock as she sang that song again. Inuyasha stayed in a distance so he could watch her without being seen. He felt himself smiling as he listened to Kagome's singing once again. He really loved to hear her voice—very comforting. "I thought it will be easier if we will separate ways. But I was wrong. Just the thought of not seeing you again makes me so worthless. I don't think I'll be able to live without you." Inuyasha thought as he stared at Kagome.
"Cause I need to be next to you
Oh I oh I
I need to share every breath with you
Oh I oh I
I need to know I can see your smile each morning
Look into your eyes each night
For the rest of my life
Here with you, near with you oh I
I need to be next to you
Need to be next to you."
Inuyasha could see Kagome smile contentedly when she had finally ended the song. "That smile," thought Inuyasha. "She looks so happy and peaceful when she has that smile on her lips. Sometimes, she can be deceiving. She hides her pain in that smile to make everyone believe she's not hurt. And damn it, that smile fooled me too! That's why I never got to realize how she's been always hurt. I only realize it when she finally breaks down and cry. I always have to make her cry. From now on, I want to see her smile. Never a tear in her eyes…"
Kagome was currently entranced by the beauty of the moon but still, she thought about Inuyasha. "I wonder how long I'll be able to avoid him." She thought then sighed. "I better go back now. If Inuyasha wakes up and finds out that I'm gone, he'll surely go looking for me. And…" She paused. "I don't want to think about what might happen anymore." Kagome slowly stood up and took a last look at the enthralling lake. So calm and quiet. She smiled to herself and turned to head back to their camp. The smile on her lips immediately vanished as her eyes widened in surprise. In front of her was the last person she wanted to see that night—especially when she was all alone.
"Inuyasha…?" She said his name with full disbelief.
Inuyasha looked directly into Kagome's eyes. "Kagome," He said in a tone that he had never used so often. Kagome only heard him say her name that way when he was about to tell her that…
"No!" Kagome shouted in her mind as she looked at Inuyasha with fear in her eyes. "Please don't let him say it." She tried to remain calm and said, "Um, I thought you were asleep." She flashed a small smile at Inuyasha but she didn't look in his eyes. She just couldn't do that.
"Damn it!" Inuyasha thought. "She's avoiding me again! And she has the guts to give me that smile! That bitch!" But he didn't speak a single word to her. He just continued to look at her.
"It's getting pretty late. Let's go back. I want to sleep." Kagome said, walking away hurriedly.
But Inuyasha wasn't going to just let his chance slip away like that. He held Kagome's arm tightly, but not enough to hurt her, to stop her from walking away. "Don't go." Inuyasha told her, his bangs covering his eyes.
"But…" Kagome protested, not daring to look at Inuyasha. But what? What would she tell him? "I-I want to sleep already." Kagome said, unable to think clearly at the moment.
"You're not sleeping until we have a talk." Inuyasha said firmly, making his words clear to her.
Kagome's heart was beating really fast. Her greatest fear was about to happen—and she couldn't do anything to stop it from happening. Her eyes started to get watery—no! "I'm not going to cry." She reminded herself mentally. "I'm tired of crying." She held back her tears.
Inuyasha released Kagome's arm from his clutch then turned to face her. "Kagome, are you crying?" He asked her, holding her chin to make her look into his eyes.
Kagome instantly looked away and whispered, "No."
Inuyasha put down his hand and clenched it tightly. He could see it clearly in Kagome's eyes. Fear. "Kagome, you're afraid, aren't you? Do you still think that I'll choose Kikyou?" Inuyasha wanted to ask that to Kagome but instead it came out as, "Will you stop looking away from me?.!"
Kagome bowed her head and whispered, "Sorry."
"What's the apology for?.!" Inuyasha demanded, not connecting his words and Kagome's replies.
Kagome didn't lift her head to look at Inuyasha. "I know you've chosen Kikyou…" The words left a piercing pain in her heart.
"You don't know anything!" Inuyasha barked at her in irritation. "Why the hell does she always have to jump into stupid fucking conclusions?.!" Inuyasha thought, looking down at her. "And damn it! Still won't look at me!"
For the first time, Kagome lifted her head to look at Inuyasha's eyes. Her eyes were filled with confusion. "Inuyasha, I can't under—"
He suddenly pulled her into his arms and embraced her. His nose took in her sweet scent while he placed a hand on her head to tighten his hug—like he didn't want to let go anymore. "You don't know anything…" Inuyasha repeated in a gentler tone this time.
Kagome froze, confusion blocking her mind more and more. "Inu…yasha?" She managed to say, glad that her voice didn't fade away just like her strength.
"I want to stay with you, Kagome." Inuyasha whispered in her ear.
Silence for a while. Kagome was still thinking about Inuyasha's words. She broke away from Inuyasha gently and looked into his eyes. Then she said, "But I thought you chose—"
"I changed my mind." Inuyasha interrupted her. "I've endured the pain of losing her because you were with me. If I will lose you…" Inuyasha paused and looked at her with sincerity in his eyes. "I will not be able to take that anymore. You've become my life, Kagome. And now, I choose you."
With those words said, Kagome's confusion and fear disappeared in a flash. Inuyasha clearly stated that she meant more than anyone else in his whole life. She was his life. Her heart leaped in joy as she heard those words from Inuyasha. Tonight was definitely a night she must remember.
"So… will you stay by my side?" Inuyasha asked, twitching his ears a little as he waited for the important answer.
Kagome smiled—this time wholeheartedly—at Inuyasha. She simply loved everything about her hanyou. "I have answered that a long time ago—I'll always be by your side." She said to Inuyasha, her eyes sparkling happily.
Inuyasha slowly leaned forward and finally his lips touched hers. For so long, he had craved to kiss her. Warmth filled his whole body and it felt just right to be kissing her. Maybe this was destiny? "If it isn't, the hell I care!" Inuyasha thought while he deepened the kiss. He just couldn't get enough of her. "I'm going to make this our destiny."
Gently pulling apart, Kagome took Inuyasha's hand and said, "Let's go back."
Inuyasha held Kagome's hand tightly and smiled at her. They went back to their camp, his hand intertwined with hers.
But neither of the two wanted to sleep just yet. So many things had happened in just a single night. Inuyasha was sitting under the shade of his tree while Kagome sat beside him, her head resting contentedly on his shoulder. Both were looking up at the stars, satisfied with each other's company.
Kagome suddenly remembered something very important that she must tell Inuyasha. "Inuyasha?" She said, shifting her gaze to Inuyasha to make sure he wasn't asleep yet.
Inuyasha also looked at Kagome, wondering what she would tell him.
"I love you." She whispered, smiling softly.
"Keh! I know that already!" Inuyasha said in a disdainful manner but he was smiling back. "I've always known that—from the beginning."
We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you
"The first time I met you, I've never seen you as anything else but an annoying and clumsy girl. And you even reminded me of Kikyou. If it weren't for you, the Shikon no Tama would never have been broken. At that time, I wanted so much to get rid of you. But now, getting rid of you will be like killing myself as well. I don't know how exactly it happened but I don't want to let you go anymore." Inuyasha thought, looking down at Kagome. A smile crept on his lips as he looked at her while she hugged herself to protect herself from the shivering cold. Inuyasha removed his red haori and draped it on Kagome's shoulders thoughtfully.
No one told me
I was going to find you
Unexpected
What you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start
"You came unexpectedly into my life. I never expected that a girl like you could make me worry to death. I was never good at trusting other people but you got my trust—completely." Inuyasha thought, memories of Kagome flashing in his mind. "Every time you'd go back to the other side of the well, I feel a part of me is missing. That's why I always drag you back here; I can't stand it when you're away from me. You've distinguished yourself from Kikyou by wanting me for who I am. Never did you ask me to be human—you liked me this way."
Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
Kagome curled herself with Inuyasha's haori wrapped tightly around her. A feeling of security and warmth filled her body. "Everything's fine now." Kagome thought. "I promise I'll be with him no matter what happens. I'm not going to make him regret his choice—never."
We were strangers
On a crazy adventure
Never dreaming
How our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you
"From now on, Kagome will always be by my side. This time, as my partner." Inuyasha thought, placing a protective arm on his woman. "I swear I'll protect her with my life."
Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart
Inuyasha suddenly remembered his dream. "This is our destiny…" Inuyasha said. This time, he was certain of it.
"Huh?" Kagome asked, looking up at Inuyasha.
"Nothing," replied Inuyasha. "We were destined to be together. I have no doubt anymore…" He thought to himself.
Life is a road
And I want to keep going
Love is a river
I wanna keep flowing
Life is a road
Now and forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there
When the world stops turning
I'll be there
When the storm is through
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you
Life is a road and I wanna keep going
Love is a river I wanna keep going on...
Starting out on a journey
Life is a road and I wanna going
Love is river I wanna keep flowing
In the end I wanna be standing
At the beginning with you.
"Kagome?"
"Nani?"
"I'm not going to hell with Kikyou anymore..." Inuyasha said, watching the stars above them. "But I'll still kill Naraku and make sure Kikyou's soul will be at rest." He looked at Kagome to see her reaction.
Kagome nodded. "I understand. Don't worry, I'll help you." She answered. "I know it's you duty to protect her too..." Kagome thought.
Inuyasha sighed in relief. She understood. It was one of her beauties. She always tried to understand Inuyasha—and she always did understand him. For two people to have that understanding and trust within each other—definitely, they were destined to be together.
"You still owe me an apology." Inuyasha said after a couple of minutes of silence, looking seriously at Kagome.
"Eh?" Kagome also looked at him, her forehead cringed in confusion.
"For almost letting that guy kiss you." He explained, pouting his adorable lips.
"Hey!" Kagome exclaimed. "Then you also owe me an apology for letting Kikyou kiss you! I never interfered you back then!"
"You think you never interfered Kikyou and me?" Inuyasha said to her, smirking.
"Of course!" Kagome said positively.
Inuyasha's smirk widened at her answer. "Stupid girl! You always do, Kagome." Inuyasha told her. "Every time I see Kikyou, you always enter my mind. And when she kissed me, I never kissed back because I was thinking of you! I always think of you! And you're saying you never interfered? Don't make me laugh!"
Kagome was taken aback. "Okay, so he does have a point…" She said mentally, blushing slightly.
"So where's my apology?" Inuyasha asked, wearing his arrogant smile like always.
Kagome loved it when Inuyasha smiled, even though it was a proud smile, she still loved it. Before, it was unnerving but she was used to that smile. That meant that Inuyasha was happy. And she was happy too. "I'm not apologizing until you apologize to me first!" She said, matching Inuyasha's smirk as she looked at him.
"Keh!" Inuyasha scowled. "Never mind." He said, looking away from Kagome.
Kagome smiled softly. That was her Inuyasha—always grumpy but cute. She suddenly felt her eyes grow heavier as she gave out a yawn. She closed her eyes and replaced her head on Inuyasha's shoulder, her face painted with a smile. Now she could sleep without any worry—Inuyasha was beside her.
After sensing that Kagome had fallen asleep, Inuyasha slowly returned his gaze on Kagome. He silently watched her as she dozed, not having any plans of sleeping himself. He adjusted his haori carefully on Kagome's neck to keep her warm.
"Many say she's just Kikyou's reincarnation… but they're wrong. She's still not Kikyou—and I don't want her to be Kikyou. She's Kagome." Inuyasha paused. "I love you, my Kagome." He whispered the words to her, making her know that she was his alone.
Kagome's lips opened all of a sudden, murmuring her reply.
"I know that too, baka." Then she smiled and leaned closer to Inuyasha. She still had her eyes closed but she spoke again, her smile never disappearing from her face. "You sure took a while." She mumbled.
Inuyasha smiled at his woman's words and replied, "I'm glad you still waited for me. Thank you, Kagome."
"I'm glad I don't have to wait anymore..." Kagome thought as she finally fell asleep beside her beloved.
A/N: The End. Review please. Make them long for me, please. Merry Christmas to all!