Disclaimer: Roswell doesn't belong to me. I wish. Rights go to Jason Katims and I'm not quite sure who else.

Notes: This didn't come out quite the way I planned. So there might be a different version of this sometime. Or maybe not. I'm still watching the show, so if anything canonical is different, then I'll fix it when the time comes.

You loved me, too. You, and him. It's easy to remember a life when he loved me. I was programmed to, after all. But I was not supposed to remember you. Or what you were. We were.

That's why it was just a flicker. Just for a second, it was all there- the way you used to look, the smell of you, how it felt when you touched me. All of who you used to be, unravelled in a second. And then it's gone, and I can't remember any more. And you're Isabel again, no longer Vilandra. You no longer love me.

You were drawn to me, too, at first. Maybe you saw what we used to be, without realizing it. Subconcious, right? I had a 4.0 G.P.A at one school. Hot an A+ is Psycholegy.

But you pulled away, just when you should have been getting closer. When you found out I was one of you. Why do you pull away, Isabel? Don't you realize you can't be normal? Dating a guy that doesn't know aliens exist won't change that. And you don't have to deny your love for Alex. You better savour your time with him, because you're going to leave him in the end. Leave all of us.

Max thinks he can change destiny. He won't touch me, because he's afraid of what will happen. What he'll feel. He's so certain of his love for Liz, he thinks it can change everything.

Maybe he can.

I wonder what I would do, if I had no destiny. Go right up to Kyle, kiss him?

Do I even want to escape my destiny?

IKt doesn't matter, Isabel.

It doesn't matter if it happens before I'm with Max or after. You're going to crawl in my bed some night. And I'm going to feel you, like you are now, in this world, our new life. And so it goes on.

You can't escape it, Vilandra.

Isabel.