A View of the Woods by Djinn
The last bets were in, the cards were down, and Anya won.again. Willow
threw in her hand with a sigh. "Explain to me why we like to play this
game cuz I'm forgetting."
"You say that every time you lose," Anya pointed out as she pulled the
chips toward her pile. She turned to Xander, a proud smile on her face.
"Why can't we play with real money?"
"Because we don't want to give you all of ours, Ahn." Xander shook his
head indulgently as he dealt the next hand. "I think that greed is a good
sign. More human."
"Demons are often greedy," Tara countered gently as she tossed in her
"And it's not human the way she wins all the time." Willow observed.
"Hey I'm sitting right here, people." Anya scowled then looked at the
cards Xander had dealt her. A big smile transformed her face.
"Ok, I'm out," Xander threw in his hands.
"Me, too." Willow and Tara said together.
"But I want to win more chips. This isn't fun anymore."
Willow got up and walked to the kitchen. "Who wants more Coke?" She
looked at Tara first and was rewarded with a fond smile and slight nod.
"I'm good here." Xander leaned back on the couch, pulling Anya with him.
"I guess this means the game is over?" She sulked for a moment then
chuckled as he blew in her ear. "That tickles."
"Guys, please, we're impressionable young women." Willow handed Tara her
drink and sat down next to her on the floor. They leaned into each other
"Oh, yeah, real impressionable." Xander laughed.
They fell silent for a moment, two couples enjoying the evening together.
Tara was the first to speak. "It'll be weird. Not having Riley around I
mean. It was always the six of us."
Anya's expression darkened. "Buffy will be depressed and we'll have to be
nice to her all the time." She yelped as Xander swatted her arm. "What?
I remember how boring and sad she was after Parker. Like I didn't get
enough of that working for all those centuries with scorned women?"
"But this time she was the one who did the scorning," Willow corrected.
"A technicality. On the other hand we won't have to babysit Dawn." She
cuddled up to Xander. "That could be a very good thing."
"I don't know. I'll miss the Dawnster."
Tara looked at Xander. "I'm still not clear on why Riley left?"
"Things weren't working out with Buffy." Xander took a quick swallow of
"Well, how could they? He was paying vampire women to suck his blood. Not
good for the relationship." Willow shook her head.
"Why would he do that?" Tara grimaced. "I mean that's so skanky."
"Men are skanky," Anya said knowingly. "Be glad you're with her."
"Objection." Xander replied hotly.
"She rests her case," Willow said rolling her eyes.
"Was that an insult?" Anya looked at her intently.
"Whoa," Tara put her hand between the two. "Getting back to Riley. Why
did he do that? I mean really."
"He's been under a lot of stress," Willow said thoughtfully. "The whole
initiative thing was hard on him. Then losing his super powers. I think
he thought he was going to lose Buffy too."
"He knew she didn't love him." Xander's face became sad. "He loved her so
much. I mean she was everything to him. And he was just so resigned about
it. So matter-of-factly certain that she didn't love him."
"You mean like she loved someone else?" Tara looked confused.
Willow pursed her lips, nodded sadly, "Angel."
"Angel." Xander repeated with a sneer.
"Well, and Spike," Anya threw out innocently.
"What?!" three faces looked at her incredulously.
"You mean you haven't seen it? He's always at her house, or with her.
They were out the other night at the Bronze. I dropped by with some
mugwort and damiana for one of the waitresses, and I saw them there,
playing pool, being all rough with each other. It was pretty obvious what
was going on."
"What was the waitress going to do with mugwort and damiana?"
"Will, let's stay on topic, huh?" Xander turned to Anya. "And you didn't
tell me this why?"
"Why do you care what Spike and Buffy do? And when did you and Riley
become such good pals anyway?"
"I liked the guy."
Willow shook her head.
"What? I did."
"You just liked him better than Angel."
"I'd like Jack the Ripper better than Angel, Will, that's really not
Willow looked at Tara. "This all goes back to when Xander had a crush on
Buffy, but she liked Angel instead."
Tara nodded knowingly.
"You liked Buffy?" Anya did not sound happy.
Xander closed his eyes for a moment. Then he leaned in and whispered
something in her ear that caused her expression to change from mild
irritation to satisfaction. He turned back to the other two. "We were
talking about Riley."
Tara smiled mischievously, "Actually we were talking about Spike."
Xander scowled at her. "I have two words to say on that. No. Friggin'.
"That's three." Willow laughed.
"The middle one doesn't count, it's a swear."
"Word. That's three."
"Ok, three." Xander shook his head in disgust. "Buffy and Spike? Uh-uh.
Not gonna happen."
Silence fell again. Tara looked at Willow, whispered a little too loudly,
"They'd be kinda cute together."
Xander pushed Anya away, rose quickly. "Ok, it's been great seeing you
two. So sorry you have to be going."
Willow rose, held out her hand to pull Tara up. "If there's really
something going on, not talking about it isn't going to make it go away."
"Doesn't have to go away because it hasn't happened. Nothing has
Willow nodded, leaned in and gave him a kiss on the cheek. "If you say so.
And you're being a spaz again. You wanted me to tell you if you started
acting all spazzy."
"Ok. Thanks." He picked up their glasses. "This was fun. Let's do it
again real soon. And when we do let's not talk about our friends, ok."
"Then what will we talk about?" Anya asked with some concern.
"Other things. You know. Current events, foreign affairs."
"Well this would be.a foreign affair I mean," Tara grinned at him.
"We're going now," Willow laughed as she scooped up their jackets and
pulled Tara toward the door. "Say goodnight, Tara."
They could hear the two witches laughing as they walked down the hallway.
Xander walked back into the living room and started picking up the chips.
Anya joined him.
"You really are upset that Riley is gone?"
He shrugged nonchalantly. "Doesn't matter to me, right?"
"It does though. Why?"
"I just think she threw away a good man. Threw away the right man."
She looked at him seriously for a long moment. "What if she wasn't in love
He looked very grim. "What if she doesn't know what love is." He put down
the chips and walked into the bedroom.
Anya stared after him. "What if you don't?" she whispered. She thought
for a bit, then picked up the glasses. The sound of the ice cubes chinking
against each other rang out in the silent apartment.
He called to her from the bedroom. "Leave that stuff, Anya. Come to bed.
I need to hold you."
She stood, considering, looking at the front door then back at the bedroom
She walked to the front door. Her hand gripped the handle. Stopped.
"Anya, everything ok?"
Her hand let go, moved up to the deadbolt. She set the lock, turned off
the lights. "Yeah," she said softly, a wistful expression on her face.