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[Author's Note: This story is an addendum to "Interregnum", set
between Chapters 7 and 8, between Usagi's wedding and Makoto's
visit to Ami in San Francisco. This story should stand on its
own if you haven't read "Interregnum", but if you haven't, and
you like this, please go read that, too! :)]
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Ami groaned as she rolled over to shut off her alarm clock,
shivering as her arm left the warm coziness of the blankets.
Briefly, she debated lingering in the bed for a while, but then
she recalled what day it was. The memory jolted her into full
consciousness and propelled her out of the bed and toward the
bathroom.
A minute or two later, as the warm water of her shower cascaded
over her, Ami pondered the day to come. Of course, Valentine's
Day would have to come on a Friday this year. Her club was
holding a dance for the occasion, naturally. Fortunately, she'd
gotten out of decoration duty. Spending the afternoon hanging up
hearts and flowers would not have been pleasant. She could just
imagine how it would look, all pink and red and sweet. Somehow,
the image of Chibi-Usa exploding in the middle of an auditorium
came to mind, bringing a guilty chuckle. At least sitting
outside selling tickets she wouldn't be surrounded by all the
reminders that she had no girlfriend and that her unrequited love
was thousands of miles away. With a heavy sigh, Ami shut off the
water and got on with her day.
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"Wait, you mean that the women are all expected to buy chocolates
for the men?" Elizabeth asked with an incredulous look. As they
did every Friday afternoon, Ami and her best American friend sat
in the local coffee shop, sipping mochas and catching up on the
gossip of the week.
"Mmm hmm," Ami nodded. Truly, she had never thought anything of
that tradition. It was simply the way things were done.
Elizabeth grunted derisively, making Ami feel momentarily
defensive of her culture. Noting Ami's expression, the tall
blonde shook her head and shrugged her shoulders. "To each their
own, I guess. You did say there is a day when those shiftless
bastards have to get off their lazy butts and buy something for
the women in their lives, right?"
Ami laughed and nodded affirmatively. "Yes, there is. It's
really not so bad."
"Hey," Elizabeth asked suddenly, sitting forward in her chair,
"how do Japanese lesbians celebrate Valentine's Day, then?"
The question had never occurred to Ami, so she quickly tried to
recall if she had ever observed Haruka or Michiru celebrating
Valentine's Day. She vaguely recalled Michiru buying something
for Haruka one winter, but was that February? "I don't know," she
finally admitted. "I only knew one lesbian couple and never
noticed what they did for Valentine's Day." Ami dropped her eyes
and added, "I guess I'm lucky. I never had to buy anything for
anyone."
Seeing the wistful expression on her friend's face, Elizabeth
laid a hand gently over hers. "It's ok, Ami. I'm sure next year
your chocolate expenses will go through the roof!" Noting Ami's
skeptical look, she swiftly added, "She is going to be here in a
couple weeks and I cannot imagine that she'd be flying all this
way just to say 'Hi, how are ya?'."
"I told you, I'm trying not to have any expectations. It's just a
friendly visit."
"I know, I know, that way you won't be disappointed." Elizabeth
sighed with exasperation. "I swear, you keep yourself so tightly
under control, if she ever does kiss you, you're just going to go
boom!"
That image brought a shy smile to Ami's face and a telltale
warmth to her cheeks. Knowing that she was blushing only caused
her to blush more until she finally had to hide her face behind
her hands. Elizabeth laughed at her fondly and decided to give
her a break by changing the subject.
"So, you still planning to work the front desk today?"
Ami bid fond farewell to her momentary fantasies and returned to
the present. "Yes. Someone has to, after all, and I think I'd
rather not be surrounded by lovey-dovey lesbians tonight."
Now, it was Elizabeth's turn to sigh forlornly. "Lucky you."
"Hey now, I'm the wallflower, not you. Besides, I thought you'd
decided to finally do something about Shana."
"I know, but I'm afraid I'm going to chicken out," Elizabeth
admitted sheepishly. She started to add something, but instead
fell silent, her eyes falling away from Ami's.
Ami didn't need to hear the words to guess the rest of
Elizabeth's sentence. 'You're afraid of being hurt again, like I
hurt you,' she thought, recalling that unpleasant night a couple
months ago. Deep inside, there was still a part of Ami that
chided her for turning down the love of this beautiful, smart,
funny woman. Briefly, she imagined walking into the auditorium
tonight on Elizabeth's arm, but even as she pictured the two of
them dancing, Elizabeth's features melted into those of her Mako-
chan and she realized for the hundredth time that she'd done the
right thing. Makoto would always be her first, last and dearest
love, just as Elizabeth would always be a dear, dear friend.
"You will not chicken out, Elizabeth-chan! I will not allow it.
What would Sailor Mercury say? She would say, 'Do your best,
Elizabeth-chan!' that's what!"
The blonde woman laughed and began to blush herself. "Do you
really think that's what she would say? Well, if Sailor Mercury
would want me to go for it, then who am I to deny her? I am her
love slave, after all." She sighed theatrically.
"You wish!" Ami replied. The two young women laughed together
and moved on to other subjects entirely.
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Not for the first, nor the last time, Ami wished she had Sailor
Pluto's powers as she glanced up at the clock hanging on the wall
across from her table. The coins and bills in the tray before
her vibrated in tune with the music pounding through the doors
and walls behind her. 'Only another hour or so and I can close
up.'
The music suddenly grew much louder as the doors opened. "Hi
Chrissy," Ami said to the petite brunette who emerged, "how's it
going in there?"
Chrissy beamed, wiping the sweat from her brow, "It's great!
Best turnout we've ever had for a dance and the DJ is just
phenomenal." Ami smiled happily. They had gone to a lot of
trouble putting this dance on. "I just came out to tell you that
you can close up shop," Chrissy continued.
"Great, I'll lock the tray up in the office and head home, then,"
Ami replied. If she could get home by midnight, maybe she could
catch Makoto on line, as it would be morning in Europe then. She
wished she'd been able to find time to get home during the day,
but after her chat with Elizabeth, she'd had to go to class,
visit the lab, grab a quick dinner, and then hurry here.
Ami felt a wave of gratitude for whoever had invented web
greeting cards. She had set up a card for Makoto last week timed
to arrive today. Of course, choosing the correct card had taken
her a week before that. She'd struggled to find something that
was not over-the-top gushy, but at least had tinges of romance in
it, if Makoto chose to look for them.
"Hold on there, Aimster," Chrissy admonished, taking the money
box out of Ami's hands. "I'll take this and lock it away. You go
inside and at least look around! You helped as much as anyone."
Ignoring Ami's stammered protests, Chrissy gave her a friendly
shove through the doors.
It took a few moments for Ami's eyes (and ears) to adjust to the
atmosphere. The lights were off, except for red and pink mood
lighting around the edges of the auditorium and the DJ's light
display. 'Just in time,' Ami thought wryly as she realized a
slow song had just come on. Turning her attention away from the
happy couples, she examined the decorations with a critical eye.
"Pink Sugar Heart Attack, indeed," she murmured to herself. The
hearts, the love song playing, the couples pressed together close
all combined to remind Ami of just how lonely she was and how
much she missed Makoto. 'I'd better go,' she thought, ashamed at
her reaction, but unable to avoid it.
As she turned to leave, however, she caught sight of something
that erased her depression. Towards the center of the dance
floor, Elizabeth danced arm-in-arm with Shana. As she watched,
Shana pulled Elizabeth closer and whispered something in her ear.
Even from this distance in the dim light, Ami could see
Elizabeth's smile as she laid her head gently down against
Shana's shoulder and nuzzled her. The sight of her friend's joy
banished Ami's sadness. 'Do your best, Elizabeth-chan!' she
exulted silently. 'And you do your best, too, Mizuno Ami' that
little voice inside her demanded. With a curt nod and a resolute
stride, Ami left the dance and headed home.
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Ami arrived back at her apartment and hurriedly dropped off her
things, kicking her shoes off into a corner as she dashed to her
office. Grateful that she'd opted for a high-speed connection,
she jiggled the mouse and waited for the screen to come to life.
No waiting interminable seconds for a dial-up connection for
Mizuno Ami! The sight of Makoto's active user name in her
messenger program erased any lingering sadness within Ami's
heart.
BbblSprA: Mako-chan! I'm glad I caught you!
Thundergrl: me 2 ^_^
Thundergrl: need 2 go 2 work soon tho
BbbleSprA: That's Ok, Mako-chan, I should get to bed soon too.
Thundergrl: happy V'Day
BbbleSprA: Thank you and same to you. Did you get your card?
Thundergrl: yep! it was great! ^_^ how was your dance?
BbbleSprA: It went well. We had a big turnout.
Thundergrl: so, you dance with anyone... elizabth maybe?
Ami thought a while before answering. She had told Makoto about
the incident with Elizabeth. She had no desire to keep secrets
from the woman she loved. Makoto rarely mentioned it, however,
and hadn't asked any questions at all about it. Ami couldn't
decide what that meant.
BbbleSprA: No, I worked the door. I think Elizabeth and Shana
hit it off, though. They were dancing pretty close.
Thundergrl: good
Ami wished she were talking with Makoto right now. Hearing her
intonation would have revealed so much potentially. How would
she ever survive the two weeks until Makoto's visit? She
desperately wanted to think that Elizabeth was right, that
everything she'd hoped for all these years was really just a
couple weeks away. If only Makoto would give her some definite
sign...
Thundergrl: gotta run ami-chan... v-day weekend is busy.. hope
you liked your present! loveya!
-Thundergrl has logged off
'Present?' Ami wondered, even as she heard the knocking on her
door. Opening it, she saw her next door neighbor. "Yes?"
"Fed Ex left something for you while you were out, Ami," her
neighbor explained. "Here you go." The young woman handed Ami a
large box.
"Thank you!" Ami called out, taking the box inside. Carefully,
she slit the tape and flipped open the flaps. With a cry of joy,
she lifted the huge, heart-shaped candy box out of the packing.
'She bought me chocolates.' Tears began to well, moistening
Ami's deep blue eyes. Finally, she knew for sure. Two more
weeks. "Happy Valentine's Day, Mako, my love," Ami whispered.