Are you an illusion?
Just some vision?
In the dark, you appeared
Vanishing all my fears
I journeyed to find my wife
But you came into my life
Your hair, your face, your eyes
Was it all real?
Or complete lies?
I hungered for a savior
To save me from my dreadful fall
And you were there to answer my pleading call
You reflect my most fatal sin
And that's when the insanity begins
I thought you were really Mary
But you claimed you were Maria
Driving me deeper into this hysteria
Are you a friend or foe?
There is nothing I seem to know
The way you knew about my past
You haunt me wherever I go
I feel my heart ripping into two
One part is to Mary
And the other part is to you
I tried to resist, I tried to fight
But I failed to withstand your delight
I promised to protect you
But I don't know how much more I can stand
When your grip slips from my hand
My heart bleeds and cries
When I witness you fading before my eyes
All around, I see the color crimson
Staining your delicate skin
When will our love win?
Over and over again
Into the dark abyss, you descend
You scream in pain and fear
But they are like music to your sadists's ears
Angels, have mercy
First I lose my wife to a raging disease
Now, must Maria suffer as well?
Damn you all to hell!!
Am I with no salvation?
For once I wish time will just freeze
All the agony ceased
Is there no cure?
For this punishment I have to endure?
How many more times must you die?
Before I can do something right?
The dark seals your fate
I'm always a step too late
When my gun shot was fired
I knew this was the end for all my desires
You collapsed to the blood smeared ground
All was quiet
Not a single sound
My blood ran cold
My true feelings untold
Am I finally released?
From all my restless dreams?
As I depart from Silent Hill
My heart is still torn into two
One part will always be to Mary
But the other belongs to you......
Author's Notes: This has to be the longest poem I have written and it was really fun putting it together as well. Those of you who read, please give me your feedback and thank you so much for your time!